damn

You know what else increased by 50%?

You know what else increased by 50%?

Is it your penis?

OH
SHIT
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Quote from: Sandtrap on May 19, 2015, 01:51:55 PM

At the very least, I keep most of my fun stuff to myself. I dislike myself in silence and I keep the vast majority of my concerns, or depressive thoughts, to myself.

No you don't. You write depressing walls of texts all the time.

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I don't feel the need to chastize others because of some bordom or petty security issues with myself. At the very least, I accept my reality and I accept that I just don't like myself.

Good for you. If you think me making jokes about people is insecurity in my part, I don't really care.

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Unlike others around me who need to get ego boosts from insulting passerby on the internet because it gives them a false sense of security.

Kinda seems like you're doing that passive aggressively right now. I just fuck around with people and f they take it seriously then that's on them.

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Because that's what it is. Getting a raise, from insulting people you think are below you. Putting yourself up on a pedestal and believing you're better.

Do yourself a favor and open up those curtains over your eyes.

Le ebin wise condescending simple peasant :^)

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I may be a depressive sack of sad fucking potatoes, but at the very least, I try as much as I can not to go out of my way to be a cunt about things.

Boy I really got to you just now. Maybe you shouldn't project your bullshit onto me next time.

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Take some fucking responsibility for yourself and grow up. Open up some curtains and take a peek at the sunshine outside. You're as fucked as I am but you've got your head in the sand about it.

Nah I'm cool. I love myself and I'm mentally stable and I don't drown in self pity and cry about it on the Internet all day.

That's because I had to push through everything at a young age and leave emotions and self pity out of it because I literally did not have time for it.

Make some money and do something with your life, you'll feel better.

You know all those walls I wrote? Key words here. Tried my best to keep the majority of it cooped up in my head. And I did. I could've let all the shit run free. Still can, if I felt like it. You don't even know the half of it. But, let's backtrack here just a second. Let's do some math.

I posted this.

"A right cheerful bunch you are."

My commentary on a thread about putting some focus on comms in a rather negative manner, even if, jokingly or not. To which was immidiately taken and blown way over, like so.

"Look who's talking.

"Everybody dies of cancer where I live. I hate life. It's just a mush of grey boring nothingness where I work hard all day for nothing and then go to sleep hoping I never wake up. I probably won't survive this winter."

I'd mock you properly and write a 30 page essay but I don't have the time."

So, we went from me idly commenting on what I saw, with nothing really intended, to whatever the fuck that is ^^^ That to me, doesn't smell like a joke. Know why? A lot of people, do die and have cancer where I live. Right now, and for a long while now, things have felt like a big run together of nothing. And I do, go to sleep some nights and hope that maybe I can get a little peace and quiet for good. The chances of me getting through the winter, were shitty. I ended up in some really, really, shitty ways.

All things considered, that's a serious subject. It's a serious thing, that I'm not feeling well. And it's likely that you know that. Which means the statement was made, in it's entirety, to twist the knife.

It was your decision to say that, knowing damn well how balanced I am as of late. It was your full decision to say that with the open intent to stir, something.

There is no haha joke here. Just a poor excuse.

Your first reaction to me posting something so inconsequential and just a mild comment on what I saw, was that.

The first thing you jumped to, and thought about, figured you'd say back to me, was that.

I mean, seriously? That's not even casual mocking. That's a full fledged insult.

So yes, you do need to take a peek at your insecurities because I sure as fuck didn't come in here with the intent to start this whole fucking sham of a mess.

Fuuuuuxk offffff

Quote from: Lemön pie on May 19, 2015, 02:20:22 PM

You literally could have written that in like 3 or 4 sentences.

Maybe I could have, if I put some serious effort into it. Maybe if I unscrambled my fucking mess of thoughts that are all over the fucking place lately. Lemme just put my fucking thinking hat on and shorten things down.

And while we're at it challenger could stow his fucking trigger happy need to "joke" about people and jump the gun to cover his sorry state of bordom that requires insults and mocking to stave off.

That'd be interesting, wouldn't it?

No. Challenger is funny.

Challenger keeps it real, yo.

Except in political talk. Fucking Democrat shill fuck.

Quote from: Sandtrap on May 19, 2015, 02:26:15 PM

Quote from: Lemön pie on May 19, 2015, 02:20:22 PM

You literally could have written that in like 3 or 4 sentences.

Maybe I could have, if I put some serious effort into it. Maybe if I unscrambled my fucking mess of thoughts that are all over the fucking place lately. Lemme just put my fucking thinking hat on and shorten things down.

And while we're at it challenger could stow his fucking trigger happy need to "joke" about people and jump the gun to cover his sorry state of bordom that requires insults and mocking to stave off.

That'd be interesting, wouldn't it?

No. Challenger is funny.

Debatable. You're funnier actually, I mean not Ember funny, but funny nonetheless.