Thinking yourself to death?

Forgewolf · January 23, 2015, 10:19:22 PM

Has there ever been a time or time frame in your life in which you not only thought, but felt that you were thinking yourself to death?

I have experienced this first hand and I thought I was going through my own form of rampancy. Something tells me the sheer power of Philosophy that I discovered was a major cause, maybe even a long-term side effect from using Cannabis? Even if I stopped using it for several months? Or maybe it was a combination of the two?

I would continually ask myself questions, questions I would attempt to answer, but was never satisfied with the result. Universal truth, the meaning of existence, deep stuff like that.

I have to say, once I pulled through that phase, I felt the most enlightened I had in my entire life. The last time I smoked the Cannabis was the time this "Thinking myself to death" stopped. As if it unlocked a door I was banging on to get through.

ΚΑΤΑΝΑΛΩΤΗΣ · January 23, 2015, 10:21:06 PM

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maverick · January 23, 2015, 10:22:01 PM

I think I might be going through one of those phases now.

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Forgewolf · January 23, 2015, 10:23:58 PM

Quote from: TrussingDoor on January 23, 2015, 10:21:06 PM

>shitposting in Serious

I'm being serious and no, I'm not doing this overload thinking anymore. You clearly didn't read the whole thing

Forgewolf · January 23, 2015, 10:57:57 PM

Quote from: Nuka 'Kal Vargun on January 23, 2015, 10:38:10 PM

Yes, I had a pretty major phase of my life like that.
I found that sticking myself in more social situations with other people to talk to helped, rather than just sitting and stagnating in my own mind.

I tried that and found it distracting, but not the answer. I love my solitude : )

Dustin · January 24, 2015, 09:45:06 AM

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BaconShelf · January 24, 2015, 10:20:25 AM

Cortana was thinking herself to death, literally.

OT: No, but it is potentially a gateway to it.

Forgewolf · January 24, 2015, 11:11:56 AM

Quote from: Dustin' on January 24, 2015, 09:45:06 AM

If your train of thought is that of depression and narcissism, you could easily develop a mindset that will have you killed in some form or another. Or possibly if you're thinking about your crush while you're doing a test, you will be killed by the test.

Depression did occur, because I couldn't find an answer that was good enough. As for having a narcissist personality? I can safely say I do not. I don't obsessed over my physical appearance because I lack a sense of fashion with what I wear. I rarely take selfies and when I do, its on demand from another person (Usually someone I might be attracted to that wants a recent picture).

I definitely do not have an above average confidence level to qualify for that label either.

RomanGladiator · January 24, 2015, 08:30:27 PM

High school social studies teacher: "What if god microwaved a burrito so hot, he could not eat it?"

Verbatim · January 24, 2015, 09:10:31 PM

I get that.

Has nothing to do with drugs.

aREALgod · January 24, 2015, 09:46:09 PM

Quote from: Verbatim on January 24, 2015, 09:10:31 PM

I get that.

Has nothing to do with drugs.

You have no experience with drugs, so you have no place to speak on them.

Forgewolf · January 29, 2015, 08:38:25 AM

Quote from: RomanGladiator on January 24, 2015, 08:30:27 PM

High school social studies teacher: "What if god microwaved a burrito so hot, he could not eat it?"

Then he would just cool it off instantly to eat. No one likes burning their fucking mouth when they eat a damn burrito

rC · January 29, 2015, 08:58:27 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on January 24, 2015, 09:10:31 PM

I get that.

Has nothing to do with drugs.

I don't need help to "expand my mind". The stuff I think about day in and day out, you would never even dream of.

gats · January 29, 2015, 09:07:35 AM

Quote from: Ryle 420 on January 29, 2015, 08:58:27 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on January 24, 2015, 09:10:31 PM
I get that.

Has nothing to do with drugs.
I don't need help to "expand my mind". The stuff I think about day in and day out, you would never even dream of.

I love you RC

Azumarill · January 29, 2015, 09:24:21 AM

My mind is always racing. I can't shut it off without chemical aid.

Verbatim · January 29, 2015, 11:00:36 AM

Quote from: Ryle 420 on January 29, 2015, 08:58:27 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on January 24, 2015, 09:10:31 PM
I get that.

Has nothing to do with drugs.
I don't need help to "expand my mind". The stuff I think about day in and day out, you would never even dream of.

Yep. What's your point? I DON'T need help to expand my mind.

When I "think myself to death" (pretty stupid term, OP), I always eventually come up with a solution. I just figured it meant, "heavy, prolonged, deep contemplation". I missed the part in the OP where the dumbass said that pot helped him. Pot wouldn't help me. My mind couldn't be any more open than it is now. The stuff I think about day in and day out, you would never even dream of. And I don't need fucking drugs to do it.

rC · January 29, 2015, 02:12:48 PM

Quote from: Verbatim on January 29, 2015, 11:00:36 AM

Quote from: Ryle 420 on January 29, 2015, 08:58:27 AM
Quote from: Verbatim on January 24, 2015, 09:10:31 PM
I get that.

Has nothing to do with drugs.
I don't need help to "expand my mind". The stuff I think about day in and day out, you would never even dream of.
The stuff I think about day in and day out, you would never even dream of.

Verbatim · January 29, 2015, 02:15:50 PM

So drugs are god to you? Sad.

Forgewolf · January 29, 2015, 11:08:56 PM

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My mind couldn't be any more open than it is now. The stuff I think about day in and day out, you would never even dream of. And I don't need fucking drugs to do it.

I doubt that, because for you to do such a thing you would have experienced the same scenario as I did. You would have stretched your mental willpower to its breaking point, you would have felt like you were apart from reality. You would have skipped out on meals like I did, because of how IN I was in with my thoughts.

The point I was trying to make (In the OP) was that it felt like my mind was literally attacking itself.

The truth was, that Cannabis didn't cause the issue, it sped up my philosophical prowess. That explains why the last time I used it, was the time I felt something finally clicked together. I feel pretty damn good.

So I may not have constructed my original post as well as I should have. That doesn't make me a dumb ass, that makes me hasty.

Zizzy · January 30, 2015, 02:33:14 PM

Weird you should mention it, I felt like that 2 nights ago (If perhaps, slightly different to what you're talking about). I was trying to get to sleep but had a fever, and my mind was thinking so furiously that I was pretty much dreaming while I was awake. I think I was delirious. My head was splitting all day yesterday.