Quote from: E on July 15, 2020, 12:51:43 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 12:43:14 AM

Pardon my intrusion into the conversation as I read along. Just a question out of curiosity. Why attempt to bury dirty laundry by seeking account deletion? I only ask since any sort of move of that caliber stands against my own personal code of conduct, and it has me curious as to the mentality of it.

”dirty laundry”? Hahaha what the fuck. I don’t want to be associated with this place or with the people on here anymore. That’s it. If I was trying to hide my own shit why would I bring up stuff I’ve said? Man you really thought you said something too 😂👍

Why go the extra mile and ask for account deletion and not just walk off then? Not wanting to associate has a set of very different meanings to it.

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:21:24 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:16:26 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:08:47 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:06:32 AM

you didn’t watch the video did you. It’s not about not posting dude, I have no temptation to post here. As you can see I’ve basically been inactive here almost the entire year. I don’t want to be associated with this place anymore. I’m glad to see quite a few users have changed their ways, but I still don’t want to be associated with this place.

but you're having cheat permaban you though right

why is that necessary, is what i'm asking

why not just leave without a word

Because I don’t want to be a part of this website. I tried to leave without a word but cheat didn’t answer for me 2 days so I made a thread. Then I saw Ender’s post and it shocked me how much she changed, so I talked to her, then I talked to you. Why are you so worried about what I’m doing?

it's just so fucking weird and lame

if i were to leave, i would sign off and never sign in again, getting cheat to ban me isn't a necessary part of that process

ok I really appreciate your input

thank you for admitting it doesn't make any sense at all, and for admitting you obviously have some kind of self-control problem

i'll enjoy getting the last word, at least

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:34:02 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:32:52 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:21:24 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:16:26 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:08:47 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:06:32 AM

you didn’t watch the video did you. It’s not about not posting dude, I have no temptation to post here. As you can see I’ve basically been inactive here almost the entire year. I don’t want to be associated with this place anymore. I’m glad to see quite a few users have changed their ways, but I still don’t want to be associated with this place.

but you're having cheat permaban you though right

why is that necessary, is what i'm asking

why not just leave without a word

Because I don’t want to be a part of this website. I tried to leave without a word but cheat didn’t answer for me 2 days so I made a thread. Then I saw Ender’s post and it shocked me how much she changed, so I talked to her, then I talked to you. Why are you so worried about what I’m doing?

it's just so fucking weird and lame

if i were to leave, i would sign off and never sign in again, getting cheat to ban me isn't a necessary part of that process

ok I really appreciate your input

thank you for admitting it doesn't make any sense at all, and for admitting you obviously have some kind of self-control problem

i'll enjoy getting the last word, at least

this is exactly why I don’t want to have any association with you and why I kicked you. The fact that you care about having the last word on anything, especially on this website, is very sad.

i don't care, it's just hilarious and satisfying that i will in fact get the very last word

i hope you overcome your self-control issues (and everything else that's clearly wrong with you) some day

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:39:49 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:36:04 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:34:02 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:32:52 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:21:24 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:16:26 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:08:47 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:06:32 AM

you didn’t watch the video did you. It’s not about not posting dude, I have no temptation to post here. As you can see I’ve basically been inactive here almost the entire year. I don’t want to be associated with this place anymore. I’m glad to see quite a few users have changed their ways, but I still don’t want to be associated with this place.

but you're having cheat permaban you though right

why is that necessary, is what i'm asking

why not just leave without a word

Because I don’t want to be a part of this website. I tried to leave without a word but cheat didn’t answer for me 2 days so I made a thread. Then I saw Ender’s post and it shocked me how much she changed, so I talked to her, then I talked to you. Why are you so worried about what I’m doing?

it's just so fucking weird and lame

if i were to leave, i would sign off and never sign in again, getting cheat to ban me isn't a necessary part of that process

ok I really appreciate your input

thank you for admitting it doesn't make any sense at all, and for admitting you obviously have some kind of self-control problem

i'll enjoy getting the last word, at least

this is exactly why I don’t want to have any association with you and why I kicked you. The fact that you care about having the last word on anything, especially on this website, is very sad.

i don't care, it's just hilarious and satisfying that i will in fact get the very last word

i hope you overcome your self-control issues (and everything else that's clearly wrong with you) some day

”I don’t care, I just care” 😬

You need to watch the video I posted

you need to blow me before you run off to your coolbro gamer club

Valid point if that's what you want for your life.

it's not valid at all, he can just stop posting lmao

destroys temptation, and eliminates accountability

but also not really, since you can still read blacklisted members' posts by checking their profile

besides those two reasons, there's nothing else

actually, i just thought of a third reason

you might ask to permaban yourself if you feel like you deserve it

obviously not the case here, but he's still getting what he deserves in a way—just three or four years late

I remember when slash banned you that actually was hilarious

over absolutely nothing too, yeah that was pretty funny

Quote from: E on July 15, 2020, 02:47:12 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:34:27 AM

Quote from: E on July 15, 2020, 02:31:00 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 01:22:30 AM

Quote from: E on July 15, 2020, 12:51:43 AM

Quote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 12:43:14 AM

Pardon my intrusion into the conversation as I read along. Just a question out of curiosity. Why attempt to bury dirty laundry by seeking account deletion? I only ask since any sort of move of that caliber stands against my own personal code of conduct, and it has me curious as to the mentality of it.

”dirty laundry”? Hahaha what the fuck. I don’t want to be associated with this place or with the people on here anymore. That’s it. If I was trying to hide my own shit why would I bring up stuff I’ve said? Man you really thought you said something too 😂👍

Why go the extra mile and ask for account deletion and not just walk off then? Not wanting to associate has a set of very different meanings to it.

yeah it means I don’t want to have any association with you, verbatim, or anyone else on here because I think you’re all very weird and boring people

Valid point if that's what you want for your life. There's two ways people act when they no longer want to associate with something. They either simply move on, or they try to bury it. It's either because of shame for past acts, disgust, or worry for the future due to scrutiny. There's no other reasons. You going that extra mile I've seen play out so many times before from other people just prompted a question before you get your wish and dissappear. I've never actually asked anybody what they see in an action like that, but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Happy trails.

bro don’t condescend to me with your 8 month old alt😂😂😂. I am disgusted with this place. Good luck with preaching to the 5 active users on here dude.

The only people worth being or feeling condescending to are druggies, murderers and rapists. By chance you don't strike me as any of those. It's as simple as that. I asked, got an answer, and called it a day.

Quote from: E on July 16, 2020, 01:24:39 AM

The only people worth being or feeling condescending to are druggies, murderers and rapists. By chance you don't strike me as any of those. It's as simple as that. I asked, got an answer, and called it a day.

Quote from: E on July 16, 2020, 01:34:01 AM

Sure he can. That'd be the rational and easy to make choice. But for whatever reason he deems it necessary to delete his account. I'm not much for bothering to summon an argument over people and their semantics because on most accounts they'll just do them anyway. Just so long as they do their semantics out of my life my day isn't totally fucked by default.

Get a load of Oliver Twist over here HAHAHA. No the rational choice is to not want to be associated with shit like this
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/meme-thread-69992/3420/

The site’s history is ugly, and it continues to be an ugly and disgusting place. If you’re here and not actively speaking against shit like this, one can only assume you’re either for it or it doesn’t bother you enough to make you want to say anything or leave. So please, shove your pseudo intellectual bullshit up your ass.

The only particular reason I pull an oliver twist is because I can admit that I have an immense disdain for druggies in particular, since people of those caliber have been responsible for the biggest losses in my life. That line of people are one of the few who can bother me enough to argue.

Onto your main point. I won't refute that this place appears to be an ugly place on occassion, and I haven't been around here to know it's history. But to my eyes, the stuff that goes on here is no different than to what I've seen everywhere else on the internet, unless it's a totally ironed in hugbox with ridiculously strict regulations on the content allowed to be posted, and in my experience, those places tend to regress anyway, amounting to all the same shit in the end.

I can totally understand not wanting to associate with something or somebody, but to my personal views on life, hiding from the shit you've done and trying to cover it up like it never happened is just as bad as being ignorant to the shit you do or say in the first place. Hiding the bad shit doesn't make it go away, it's just some hollow moral booster to make yourself feel better and look better under scrutiny, which is a load of tripe. Self improvement or striving to be a better person isn't about burying your mistakes, it's about acknowledging them and having the spine to admit that in the past you made mistakes, you associated with shit people, etc. I don't think self improvement is your goal, you just want out, and you want to bury your past, move on and start "clean." Go for it.  But for somebody who wants so badly to be rid of this place, the fact that you're continuing the conversation with me is an indicator in the opposite direction. Is some random internet passerby really worth coming back to a place you apparently vehemently despise? Whatever.

As for me and speaking out against shit? For one, I won't usually speak about things I'm not adequately versed in. I assume the issue here is those goerge floyd posts. I haven't kept up with that case. As for social issues and trash people, I can admit freely that there's almost nothing posted on the internet that phases me, because to me it's all just social trash and people's egos, and it's meaningless to me because I spent years out in the streets, saw places, people and shit that are forever burned into the back of my mind.

You walk into a house where a guy's blown his head apart with a shotgun or you have to call the police to notify them that your friend OD'd because they got hooked on spiked shit from a piece of shit dealer while you could do nothing to stop it. And then you jump onto the net and see all these fucking people posting shit in lala land, waving around their egos, virtue signalling and making fake as fuck social justice posts to ride on the feel good wave of fake accomplishment. Or just shitposters and asshole people. It's a tide of irrelevancy to me that I gloss over because it's like watching children argue and fight.

I dunno if it's wrong of me to feel so detached, a million for the person who could fix me. Whatever. That's the most words I've bothered to talk or write in months. Thanks for the conversation, at least. Just do your shit dude. Doesn't matter anyway.