Can we get a riot going in the comment section?
Quote from: FatherlyNick 🇷🇺 on July 24, 2020, 10:07:12 AMCan we get a riot going in the comment section?Even though technically I'm being hypocritical and taking bait to boot, you don't think that's just a tad bit tasteless?
Quote from: E on July 24, 2020, 03:32:06 PMQuote from: FatherlyNick 🇷🇺 on July 24, 2020, 10:07:12 AMCan we get a riot going in the comment section?Even though technically I'm being hypocritical and taking bait to boot, you don't think that's just a tad bit tasteless?Its horrible tbh.
Quote from: FatherlyNick 🇷🇺 on July 24, 2020, 06:05:47 PMQuote from: E on July 24, 2020, 03:32:06 PMQuote from: FatherlyNick 🇷🇺 on July 24, 2020, 10:07:12 AMCan we get a riot going in the comment section?Even though technically I'm being hypocritical and taking bait to boot, you don't think that's just a tad bit tasteless?Its horrible tbh.Yeah. Here is another one: "Today we, 50 000 people, are marching along Lenin avenue for Putin to resign and for Fungal to be free". Now, not to undermind protest in Khabarovsk, but phrase "marching along Lenin avenue for Putin to resign" makes me commit a little giggle.
Edit: the mad lad who posted this to /r/halomemes got a ban.
A moment of silence for a fallen hero....Quote from: FatherlyNick 🇷🇺 on July 24, 2020, 06:05:47 PMEdit: the mad lad who posted this to /r/halomemes got a ban.
Quote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 01:05:30 PMNo, I agree that I’ve said fucked up things to trans people on here, but only after they called me shit first. Nuka being a great example of this. I remember I told him to stop whining about something related to the site, and as a result him and Nick McIntyre relentlessly called me a sandnigger for various months and never faced any bans over it. I'd like to take the time to personally apologize for this since I don't know if I've done so already and say it's one of my many past behaviours that I regret. You guys know enough of my situation at the time to know that I wasn't in the most stable position, and this forum was the only escape I had from my life. I spent an unhealthy amount of time here. After I got outed I was determined to not let myself become a target and laughingstock and in my head at the time that meant putting on armor that resulted in the behaviour you've seen come out of me. I more or less just started throwing back what people were throwing at me. I'm not proud of it. I genuinely don't feel good about it, and I'd go as far as to say that I feel worse off as a person having changed in that way. On the other hand though I wonder why you've said in the past that I'm the only trans you respected (and actually gendered correctly) and how much of it has to do with the way I adapted to survive what at the time seemed like unbearable humiliation. To this day I'm still stricken with anxiety over what people think of me because of the fact that I'm trans, but I'd say that has less to do with this forum and more to do with how the internet as a whole has evolved with the subject. It's a painful feeling when all you want it to blend in and live your fucking life unbothered about it.Anyways. In case you didn't notice from my own account being permabanned for a couple of years until recently, I wanted my account and its pretty shitty history deleted too. Many people have. I spent the last few years here with the overwhelming feeling that everyone hated me and that I still managed to make a massive embarrassment of myself, and it's been interesting seeing that I'm not alone in that sentiment. Still would be nice if I could have my post history nuked though. bonus pointsI've been to more than a few marches myselfSpoiler
No, I agree that I’ve said fucked up things to trans people on here, but only after they called me shit first. Nuka being a great example of this. I remember I told him to stop whining about something related to the site, and as a result him and Nick McIntyre relentlessly called me a sandnigger for various months and never faced any bans over it.
Quote from: Ian on July 26, 2020, 08:15:54 AMA moment of silence for a fallen hero....Quote from: FatherlyNick 🇷🇺 on July 24, 2020, 06:05:47 PMEdit: the mad lad who posted this to /r/halomemes got a ban. YouTube
Quote from: Desty on July 26, 2020, 10:35:06 PMyou're anxious about it because you still haven't accepted yourself you IDIOT fucking RETARDWell, you're not wrong.
you're anxious about it because you still haven't accepted yourself you IDIOT fucking RETARD
Quote from: Desty on July 27, 2020, 06:38:27 AMQuote from: ಠ_ಠ on July 27, 2020, 03:31:16 AMQuote from: Desty on July 26, 2020, 10:35:06 PMyou're anxious about it because you still haven't accepted yourself you IDIOT fucking RETARDWell, you're not wrong.The anxiety you feel comes from thinking of all the potential negative outcomes, because in your brain you can adapt to the negative reactions people may have so you should always be on alert and nervous. I'm not gonna tell you not to worry, but you gotta be headstrong and know that this is you, and anyone who talks shit has some ignorant reason for doing so. Their thoughts don't matter , even important people you respect say worthless things.You're close but not quite. More in the sense that I already know and agree. On the surface level none of that affects me and I'm quite used to it all, and I wouldn't consider myself a nervous individual. Goes a bit deeper and on a more subconscious level, that despite my best efforts I haven't been able to shake free of it. It probably doesn't help that I spend a good portion of my online time around places that see my demographic as a menace that's somehow undermining society or whatever. Not that I actually believe any of the bullshit they think, the media circus and the embarrassing stereotypes. Or that I became homeless because of it, and most of the bad that's happened to me in my life can be stemmed back to rejection and/or mistreatment for being trans, or rather not being what I was expected by others to be. It's a deeply embedded sense of shame for being something that I don't even want to be. Couple that with the standard issues trans people deal with (i.e. dysphoric tendencies, medical bullshit, a desire for a nebulous normal that doesn't actually exist) and you've got a neat package of insecurities with a carefully tied bow on top. I also resent the thought that I may have a victim complex because it.It's a work in progress.
Quote from: ಠ_ಠ on July 27, 2020, 03:31:16 AMQuote from: Desty on July 26, 2020, 10:35:06 PMyou're anxious about it because you still haven't accepted yourself you IDIOT fucking RETARDWell, you're not wrong.The anxiety you feel comes from thinking of all the potential negative outcomes, because in your brain you can adapt to the negative reactions people may have so you should always be on alert and nervous. I'm not gonna tell you not to worry, but you gotta be headstrong and know that this is you, and anyone who talks shit has some ignorant reason for doing so. Their thoughts don't matter , even important people you respect say worthless things.
can't read what you said chally, better luck next time
Quote from: Assassin 11D7 on August 01, 2020, 09:41:58 AMcan't read what you said chally, better luck next timeI think he called you a racist.
Quote from: Aether on August 01, 2020, 07:39:14 PMQuote from: Assassin 11D7 on August 01, 2020, 09:41:58 AMcan't read what you said chally, better luck next timeI think he called you a racist.when doesn't he?