AMA I'm about to try to kill myself again.

Ossus | Mythic Inconceivable!
 
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You are what you love, not who loves you.
I will not be answering any of the questions in this AMA, without regard to the outcome I have made that decision.

I really don't want to explain myself.

Of course, I've written a note explaining absolutely everything.

You will never see it.

But I want you to ask anyway.
I want you to ask because I feel like its important that your questions be raised.

And I want you to try to answer each other for me.
I will never comment on your answers, regardless of whether I read them or not.

In fact, I will never post in this thread again.

If this really is my last post, I just want to say thank you.
This has really been the time of my life.

If you're reading this and wondering why I didn't say anything to you, personally, just know that I didn't want to be talked out of it.

Much more likely than not, I will fail this attempt, but the effort is not without merit, in my mind.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
No you're not.


 
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You need help, dude. Get it.


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I neither fear, nor despise.


 
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RIP ENDIE
THE WEAK WILL


 
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Call 1-800-273-8255

they're there 24/7 365-6 days a year and you won't be bothering them by doing so, they'd actually like it if you called them


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Long live NoNolesNeckin.

Ya fuckin' ganderneck.
Open your eyes and see how your actions affect the people and the world around you.

You say you would end it all, presumably to escape suffering? Would you subject others to the suffering of grief? Do you have any idea how painful that is? How should they cope?

Please seek help. As Nietzsche said, "To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in suffering." Find the meaning in your suffering. Find your resolve.


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If you fail, which I hope you do, view it as a shedding of your old self. And allow your new self to get some assistance, people really do care, otherwise they wouldn't even put any effort into telling you not to do it.


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NK was here. Everything I post is dead serious, no jokes.
I came here from b.net after a few Floods invited me. None of them post on either b.net nor here anymore, which is sad. I was still active on b.net until for some bizarre reason, b.net admins locked out people who have not played Destiny. Even if you wanted to post on the offtopic section. After that, I fully moved here and have not returned to b.net since.


 
i cum in peace
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This is the way the world ends. Not with a bang but a whimper.
Please don't. If you read this, PM me.


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Hey guys, I'm Sol's older sister.  Someone linked this to me over Discord, and I've contacted the police. He's alive and they're talking to him right now. I suspect that they'll be taking him to a hospital because under Texas state law someone can be forcibly hospitalized if they have both gone off their medication and represent a danger to themselves or the people around them.

I'll post again when I have more information. It's a little hard as I'm handling the situation remotely since I live in another state. Please know that his family is doing everything we can to get him the help he needs.


 
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I DONT GIVE A SINGLE -blam!- MOTHER -blam!-ER ITS A MOTHER -blam!-ING FORUM, OH WOW, YOU HAVE THE WORD NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, HOW MOTHER -blam!-ING COOL, NOT, YOUR ARE NOTHING TO ME BUT A BRAINWASHED PIECE OF SHIT BLOGGER, PEOPLE ONLY LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, SO PLEASE PUNCH YOURAELF IN THE FACE AND STAB YOUR EYE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT OF SOCIETY
When you're a little kid everything is so different. You never dreamed it could be like this, people killing themselves and each other. Crazy. Can't really say I like you Sol but glad to hear you're alive. Very few people deserve to die alone and hopeless. I don't think you're one of them.


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Sol will be going into temporary Respite Care, and reevaluating what to do after a brief period.


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Sol will be going into temporary Respite Care, and reevaluating what to do after a brief period.

My sister went through the same thing, and this shit saved her life. It was a long and difficult road. Best of luck to your family.


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My dear old friend, take me for a spin
Two wolves in the dark, running in the wind
I'm letting go, but I've never felt better
Passing by all the monsters in my head
Did I miss it?


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Whatever makes you happy.


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"flaming nipple chops"-Your host, the man they call Ghost.

To say, 'nothing is true', is to realize that the foundations of society are fragile, and that we must be the shepherds of our own civilization. To say, 'everything is permitted', is to understand that we are the architects of our actions, and that we must live with their consequences, whether glorious or tragic.
Do a flip, faggot

Edit: shit, I'm late


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Whatever makes you happy.
oh shit waddup


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Did he say glass of juice or gas the Jews?
👶🏽:h..

👨🏽:honey, he's gonna say his first words

👩🏽:!!

👶🏽:hhh...

👶🏽:here come dat boi 🐸!

👨🏽:o shit waddup 😂💯

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Did I miss it?
It didn't happen so that popcorn you popped is going to go to waste.


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Can't do anything right.


 
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We're going to need some more chocolate syrup, Mr. Wilson.
don't fuck it up this time


 
 
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What's your damage, Heather?
um can you lock this thread or something

this is over
Last Edit: May 04, 2017, 09:22:55 PM by SecondClass


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