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8671
« on: October 21, 2015, 09:47:53 PM »
You still haven't rated me : (
8/1O Underrated member
8672
« on: October 21, 2015, 09:46:05 PM »
eyy long time no see? ^^
9/1O Legit one of best members here
8673
« on: October 21, 2015, 09:45:14 PM »
OK.
6/1O Not berzerk enough
8674
« on: October 21, 2015, 09:44:34 PM »
I'll play
7/1O Perhaps the weebiest of them all
8675
« on: October 21, 2015, 09:44:04 PM »
Ok, I hOpe yOu're nOt tOO rOugh.
7/1O You remind me of a horse
8676
« on: October 21, 2015, 02:37:48 PM »
I'm stuck in that perpetual cycle of depair that keeps me from trying to change anything because it all seems pointless. Quit my job like a year ago due to depression and dissatisfaction, and despite urgings to get another, I've never tried. Ever since my dad died (a fairly complex relationship in itself) I've been sort of lost and falling deeper into that abyss of self-loathing that I kept out of mind for years.
I'm the kind of person who brushes off personal issues behind good/dark humor and apathy, which unfortunately only pushes people away. My last girlfriend dumped me because I never took our problems and my own issues seriously, but I'm not sure what I could have done; I've got so many issues that it's best to just keep sweeping it all under the rug and pretending said issues don't exist.
A few months ago I started cutting, just to remind myself that I'm still alive and that the blood is proof of that. Always thought it was stupid, things for moronic kids to do to grab someone's attention, but it did help until I realized how fucked up it was. I've since stopped, but I can't escape those feelings that I'm not living for anything. All those times in my childhood and adolescent years where I tried killing myself aren't just things that didn't happen. Medication and hospitals don't work. I don't have any friends. I don't feel as if I have purpose.
To sum it all up, aside from a handful of internet buddies I hope to meet one day, I'm pretty much alone.
I always regret sharing this stuff. It feels whiny, goes against the light hearted person I present myself as, but I'm just looking for people who care or some measure of reassurance that I'm not alone.
Are you afraid to talk about it or do you not have anyone to talk to?
8677
« on: October 21, 2015, 02:31:56 PM »
Can I take a seat?
My depression is creeping back and I feel especially crappy today to the point where I just want to run and not stop. (I live in the middle of nowhere).
I tried to reach out but my support is busy and I feel useless and alone. 
I'm sorry
What kind of thoughts do you have?
I tried very hard (and succeeded) in not killing myself last night. I had asked my closest friends and family for help and was refused, turned down and ignored. I spent hours crying and thinking of all the ways to end it. I think I need some serious help, antidepressants aren't helping and I'm scared I'll lose control again like I have in the past and actually attempt it.
It's so stupid thinking back on it now the next morning, I feel like such an idiot. But it hasn't completely gone away like it usually does the next day.
I'm glad you made it through but obviously this is a pretty severe problem for you this won't be something that can be resolved in just one night but I want you to know you can trust the people here Just keep at it Sooner or later, you'll get out of this rut
8678
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:25:24 PM »
Stop raping it then
8679
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:24:40 PM »
Isara is p chill too
Isara is disgusting
It's what's on the inside that counts m8
I am talking about her insides.
Don't be a hater
8680
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:21:20 PM »
Isara is p chill too
Isara is disgusting
It's what's on the inside that counts m8
8681
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:15:40 PM »
I don't feel bad.
thumbs up bro Stay that way
8682
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:14:50 PM »
Can I take a seat?
My depression is creeping back and I feel especially crappy today to the point where I just want to run and not stop. (I live in the middle of nowhere).
I tried to reach out but my support is busy and I feel useless and alone.
I'm sorry What kind of thoughts do you have?
8683
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:13:51 PM »
My girlfriend's parents are getting divorced, and this is going to be a horrendous, miserable year for her because of it. I want to do everything I can to comfort her, and make her happy, because I love her. But in this situation, that's something that'll be very difficult to do.
Wow that's rough My parents also had a rough divorce It's not something that goes away easily Best you can do is just to be there for her It helps to have someone
8684
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:12:32 PM »
Depression is fucking awful.
Amen to that
How're you hanging in there?
My depression tends to come in waves, and those waves have passed. I'm good for now c;
Good to hear Hope you stay that way
8685
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:11:43 PM »
The weirdest thing ever, is to want some negativity in your life because you think it's going too good. And now, it won't stop.
Oh
Never had this problem
What do you mean too well?
Well, just that life has been going good for quite a while, no issues. You almost forget what suffering feels like, and when it finally comes it overstays its welcome.
Welcome to my life.
Well hardship builds character
But I'm glad your life is chill
take advantage of it
Oh, my point was it's not chill, it used to be.
Oh But you're not feeling like it's too bad right?
8686
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:09:59 PM »
Isara is p chill too
8687
« on: October 20, 2015, 08:09:40 PM »
the more I learn about the females on this site, the more retarded they are
Ender is like the only cool one
And she's not e date material
So what's the point in being straight?
8688
« on: October 20, 2015, 02:54:10 PM »
Resident Evil II
8689
« on: October 20, 2015, 10:45:23 AM »
This is the type of shit Charlie would post
8690
« on: October 19, 2015, 08:45:42 PM »
Are you Verbatim?
8691
« on: October 19, 2015, 08:39:57 PM »
 Original OG double flute guy
8692
« on: October 19, 2015, 07:48:55 PM »
Lol. But think about how much I've improved since then, convinced two different women to give me head the first time meeting them.
this ain't about you Don't be a dick
8693
« on: October 19, 2015, 07:34:55 PM »
You and Charlie should have a baby and teach him to post on here
And then your kid and Deci should have a baby and lead the rebellion against Sep7agon
8694
« on: October 19, 2015, 06:30:39 PM »
Only problem I see is limited fueling stations
But it'll probably be more common by the time I can buy a car for myself so yeah I consider it
8695
« on: October 19, 2015, 06:29:08 PM »
Wanna rock and roll all night
And party everyday
8696
« on: October 19, 2015, 06:24:30 PM »
I suck at everything. Especially painting.
Do you want to be a painter?
No, but I have to know how to paint things properly when I make them. The problem is that whatever I make always gets messed up in the painting process.
Are you taking classes?
Yeah, but it's not teaching me what I thought.
What do you mean
Its more arty and about the composition rather than the process
Ahh I see You should try asking someone about the process then Or ask for one on one time with your teacher
8697
« on: October 19, 2015, 06:17:25 PM »
I suck at everything. Especially painting.
Do you want to be a painter?
No, but I have to know how to paint things properly when I make them. The problem is that whatever I make always gets messed up in the painting process.
Are you taking classes?
Yeah, but it's not teaching me what I thought.
What do you mean
8698
« on: October 19, 2015, 06:16:30 PM »
Honestly, the media is just reporting so many minor things these days
OH there's a fresh stupid hashtag
Let's report that
the truth is that these things have always been around and will continue to always be around and people will forget in a couple of weeks anyways
8699
« on: October 19, 2015, 06:14:01 PM »
I suck at everything. Especially painting.
Do you want to be a painter?
No, but I have to know how to paint things properly when I make them. The problem is that whatever I make always gets messed up in the painting process.
Are you taking classes?
8700
« on: October 19, 2015, 06:06:30 PM »
Not enough
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