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4352
« on: May 10, 2016, 01:58:28 AM »
I don't, but at the same time I don't want to be this overemotional wreck.
Like I've said. Repetition.
No one masters anything with a single thought or a single experience. You have to repeat the thought, the experience, again and again.
Have you ever considered meditation? I mean true meditation, as in, clearing the mind of all thought and emotion and achieving true focused attention.
Not really because its too damn noisy here where I live. I'd have to go up north to the mountains and hills to basically hike to escape from any noise.
4353
« on: May 10, 2016, 01:44:43 AM »
Change if being you hurts you enough to be someone else. You can't just pretend to be someone else, you must change yourself for it to work.
One of the hardest things you can do, I think, but it would be worth the payout.
I can never pretend. Its hard for me to be fake, and I don't like fake people.
She's not telling you to pretend, she's indicating that you should legitimately and honestly change if you're suffering more as you are now.
I feel like that's really hard to do though. I can't just flip a switch and become a total savage.
I don't think anyone meant it as flipping a switch. Aether's post summarizes it best, I think. Mindfulness towards abiding and actually doing it is the most important part of changing. If you fail, process why you've failed and try again. As to the savage part I don't understand what you mean.
Taken from Urban Dictionary: A savage is some who does not care about the Consequences of his or her actions. Usually the savage will do things that make other people say, "What the fuck are you crazy?" It has been over used to mean other things but this is the orinigal meaning. also see balls of steel
4354
« on: May 10, 2016, 01:43:08 AM »
Change if being you hurts you enough to be someone else. You can't just pretend to be someone else, you must change yourself for it to work.
One of the hardest things you can do, I think, but it would be worth the payout.
I can never pretend. Its hard for me to be fake, and I don't like fake people.
She's not telling you to pretend, she's indicating that you should legitimately and honestly change if you're suffering more as you are now.
I feel like that's really hard to do though. I can't just flip a switch and become a total savage.
Why would you want to become one in the first place?
I don't, but at the same time I don't want to be this overemotional wreck.
4355
« on: May 10, 2016, 01:42:14 AM »
Ive never really had a bad movie experience
Got a handjob in a movie once tho so thats p cool
Ummmmmmmmm
4356
« on: May 10, 2016, 01:36:51 AM »
Change if being you hurts you enough to be someone else. You can't just pretend to be someone else, you must change yourself for it to work.
One of the hardest things you can do, I think, but it would be worth the payout.
I can never pretend. Its hard for me to be fake, and I don't like fake people.
She's not telling you to pretend, she's indicating that you should legitimately and honestly change if you're suffering more as you are now.
I feel like that's really hard to do though. I can't just flip a switch and become a total savage.
4357
« on: May 10, 2016, 01:35:36 AM »
Circumcisions are awesome.
Never have kids.
4358
« on: May 10, 2016, 01:33:31 AM »
Eh.
4359
« on: May 10, 2016, 01:32:58 AM »
Change if being you hurts you enough to be someone else. You can't just pretend to be someone else, you must change yourself for it to work.
One of the hardest things you can do, I think, but it would be worth the payout.
I can never pretend. Its hard for me to be fake, and I don't like fake people.
4360
« on: May 10, 2016, 12:39:49 AM »
There's no such thing as karma bro. Sandtrap's life to date has made that abundantly clear. Don't behave outside your nature just because you're expecting a reward for it fam.
I'm not expecting a reward. I just don't get why people are such fucking pieces of human garbage.
4361
« on: May 10, 2016, 12:38:57 AM »
Come on guys it's not a big deal, relax.
I'll relax alright...
4362
« on: May 10, 2016, 12:38:18 AM »
You guys are such fucking assholes.
But Ryle is a furry though
You know why he posted it. To piss of XSean. Not cool.
4363
« on: May 10, 2016, 12:04:26 AM »
Well obviously. But it should be an option.
I love the way my cock looks. I'm happy as fuck my parents had me circumcised.
Ugh.
4364
« on: May 09, 2016, 11:50:04 PM »
Could have sworn you made a thread like this before, but alright. Go ahead man.
4365
« on: May 09, 2016, 11:33:50 PM »
5/10
a decent image ruined by the ugliest possible shade of green
also, it's quite small
7/10 Not sure where its from but it isn't bad. Mine is pretty obvious and I might change it later.
4366
« on: May 09, 2016, 11:32:29 PM »
4367
« on: May 09, 2016, 11:27:31 PM »
I don't think I could just do that without being myself.
smh, you're accepting yourself as inherently flawed, and that is absolutely foolish. The whole point of changing your mindset is becoming a new person.
If you're afraid to become a new person then that's it, you're done. Have fun living the rest of your life being flawed. I'm sure it will be fun, right?
How is one not flawed?
No one is perfect but you seem to think that the way you are is your inherent nature.
Your nature is the result of your experience. But you can make a conscious effort to change and influence what you experience and how you perceive that experience.
If you've got the time and are truly interested then maybe John Bergman can explain better than I can:
Added to my watch later list. Thanks.
4368
« on: May 09, 2016, 11:26:24 PM »
4369
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:50:17 PM »
I don't think I could just do that without being myself.
smh, you're accepting yourself as inherently flawed, and that is absolutely foolish. The whole point of changing your mindset is becoming a new person.
If you're afraid to become a new person then that's it, you're done. Have fun living the rest of your life being flawed. I'm sure it will be fun, right?
How is one not flawed?
4370
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:39:24 PM »
Shit its been a long time since I last played Halo Wars. Is it backwards compatible on Xbone yet? I really don't have the patience to hook up my 360 again.
If so I'm down.
It's backwards compatible, it's be great to play some Wars again.
Alright then, I'm down. Just added you btw.
4371
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:38:56 PM »
Well, I can try that, but I don't think its a guarantee.
You can try and you can fail. The point is that you have to give up the notion of try. You have to actually do it.
You are set up to fail from the start the instant you abide by the thought, "I'll try." Just save yourself the effort then. If you don't have the resolve to abide by the thought, "I WILL" then don't even bother trying.
This isn't some simple task you'd be undertaking, this is changing your mindset we're talking about here. Something that requires a significant amount of effort and resolve.
I don't think I could just do that without being myself.
4372
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:32:52 PM »
Shit its been a long time since I last played Halo Wars. Is it backwards compatible on Xbone yet? I really don't have the patience to hook up my 360 again.
If so I'm down.
4373
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:29:35 PM »
Fun fact, my experience with a good poke in the balls with a sharp object was actually much worse than what happened to Roman.
4374
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:28:38 PM »
next time you see the nice lady in the store just beat her up with the gun and take the money and the golden bricks
Shit dude I didn't mean the complete polar opposite. That's just savage.
and that's why you'll never change deci.
you are capable of MANY great things
and also capable of MANY things that are not so great in this world we call the center of the earth.
But I don't think I can live like that man. The guilt would drive me mad. I'd beg for death. Understanding what should be done intellectually isn't enough. You have to actually abide.
Seriously, like The Dude says, "abide."
You keep abiding and it will condition you into a different mindset. The instant you start to deviant from the path, mindfulness should steer you right back into place because mindfulness should always be practiced. Always.
It's fairly obvious that you have an abundant lack of understand of what exactly is happening to you, why it is happening to you, and what the true consequences are. Knowing it, understanding it gives you the power to change it or even avoid it altogether, but as you seem to think, "I just can't," it is inevitable that you can't.
Until you accept that you can, abide by that thought, and pay attention to what is happening to you from an unbiased perspective, then you can not, and nor will you ever be able to overcome.
Well, I can try that, but I don't think its a guarantee.
4375
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:17:10 PM »
I caught two people doing the nasty in an empty movie theater.
We were early to the movie and thought it would be a good idea to grab our seats before everyone else.
WE THOUGHT WRONG!
That's the first time I heard of something like that happening.
Really? It happened to Jester too it seems.
Never happened here. Probably because the place I live in is full or people who have money and can afford hotels so they can fuck there instead of in the movie theater.
4376
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:15:50 PM »
next time you see the nice lady in the store just beat her up with the gun and take the money and the golden bricks
Shit dude I didn't mean the complete polar opposite. That's just savage.
4377
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:09:00 PM »
Woah what did I miss
A lot of dumb shit. That's for sure.
4378
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:08:22 PM »
I've learned that being honest, considerate, compassionate, and overall selfless as much as I can be, being truthful, being nice to others, it just gets me hurt.
I keep getting hurt every single time. I would try the exact opposite and lie, cheat, steal, and overall hurt others for my own personal gain, but my autism rather makes it impossible, and on top of that the guilt will eat me up alive.
Why am I like this? Why can't I just kill my own emotions and go cold and not gives 2 fucks about any single person at all? Why am I so fucking blunt? What the fuck is wrong with me?
4379
« on: May 09, 2016, 10:03:11 PM »
4380
« on: May 09, 2016, 09:45:34 PM »
I'm down for it.
I have you added as well. Perfect. 
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