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4051
« on: June 04, 2016, 04:16:42 AM »
No I don't. Because I don't feel sorry for myself.
Your entire OP is you crying about how you can't change. Are you so deluded that you do these mental gymnastics to believe you're not?
Note: Not looking for any pity, not a pity thread. Just... something for me to reflect on later.
4052
« on: June 04, 2016, 04:13:28 AM »
If there is one thing that annoys me, it's self loathing.
If you're such a piece of shit, stop crying about it and do something about it. People who think like you piss me off.
At least I don't pretend to be female.
Aside from the original post in the intro thread and a post or two here within the first week, I never said anything about my gender, or what I am, nor how I operate in that regard. People have made their own assumptions.
But thank you for proving my point. Now don't you have someplace to go feel sorry for yourself at?
No I don't. Because I don't feel sorry for myself.
4053
« on: June 04, 2016, 04:10:20 AM »
If there is one thing that annoys me, it's self loathing.
If you're such a piece of shit, stop crying about it and do something about it. People who think like you piss me off.
At least I don't pretend to be female.
4054
« on: June 04, 2016, 04:06:57 AM »
more like you treat it too seriously than you treat it like a game
just chill out and don't worry about what other people are doing and saying
Might as well since I've gotten close to burning bridges with people in another community now. The fucking action however is the hardest to achieve and maintenance. I can say that I'll stop taking the internet seriously, but I can never fucking accomplish it, and I hate that.
4055
« on: June 04, 2016, 04:00:21 AM »
Briefly. Note: Not looking for any pity, not a pity thread. Just... something for me to reflect on later.
Anyway, I thought back when I first joined a forum, when nobody really knew who I was. Was a pretty nice refreshing experience, I also remember the first time I got trolled. I was pretty mad and would be in a rush to argue back before the thread would get locked. I remember being progressively worse at 16.
By the time I was 18 I worked my way up. I got better with people and learned what trolling was. By the time 2013 came along, that all became ground zero and all around the forum people were saying that I didn't change, I'm just showing my true colors.
And I've been stagnating ever since, even with this place, to improve my inner self.
Like... I tend to treat it like its a fucking game, except I regret it later. I haven't learned jack shit all this time, and I have no idea if I'm ever gonna learn. The same mistakes just keep happening.
What's worse? Say I do drop like a fly here. I've already become toxic waste on the internet. I've done the same shit you guys do to other communities now. All your memes, all the things you guys say, I repeat it elsewhere. Its like I don't really care how people feel anymore, at least on the level of the memery.
I dunno how else to describe it. I don't really respect myself, I don't even like a single thing about me.
I know I'm a pile of trash anyway.
As long as I'm on the internet, on any forums or communities, I'm going to be one hated fuck because I treat it all like its a game, and then wonder why nobody talks to me later.
Because I keep shooting myself in the foot. I don't know if I'll ever be able to break this cycle. I mean... I want to, but I end up repeating it, along with the Sep7agon toxicity in my system.
4056
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:42:16 AM »
My dog recently just had to be put down and I held him in my arms as he died
How about you, dear?
Oh, yeah... I think you already talked about that.
I'm sorry, I was just trying to draw attention away from Deci's sperging.
Here's my real 2 cents on this thread. I had to put my cat down 3 years go. Literary the hardest decision I made in my entire life. Watching him go also wasn't easy. Pretty sure as a cat owner you know that feel or would eventually know that feel if you are ever in that situation.
4057
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:32:24 AM »
I'd like to smother your face with my pillow until you no longer breath.
First and last warning. Stop randomly jumping into threads and randomly replying with death threats.
Okay mom.
4058
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:29:43 AM »
Jesus Deci can you not overreact like just once?
I'm too livid to care.
4059
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:28:33 AM »
I'd like to smother your face with my pillow until you no longer breath.
4060
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:27:32 AM »
absolute apoplexy
The day you die I'll actually throw a fucking party.
4061
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:24:57 AM »
No. I'm having a heart attack.
4062
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:19:26 AM »
Deci, you should just stay gone tbh
Come find me and kill me then.
4063
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:17:39 AM »
i don't remember giving you permission to use my word
I don't need your fucking permission. As far as I'm concerned, you're my bitch.
4064
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:15:56 AM »
I think you need to chill out, like seriously
I think you need to defenestrate yourself. Don't tell me what to fucking do.
4065
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:15:11 AM »
Deci can you not?
No. Why the fuck should I cater to anyone's "respect" here after that? Since clearly you're all sick fucks with this shit, a parody thread is the least way I can fucking get over this.
4066
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:12:22 AM »
Maybe you should buy new member.
Oh wait you're poor lmao
Maybe you should go fuck your mom.
Oh wait she doesn't love you like that lmao
>Deci comedy
I will find you and beat you senseless with my baseball bat.
4067
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:10:31 AM »
4068
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:08:34 AM »
Maybe you should buy new member.
Oh wait you're poor lmao
Maybe you should go fuck your mom. Oh wait she doesn't love you like that lmao
4069
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:07:24 AM »
Wow deci you're the worst. What next, will you come out as a furry?
Bronies > Furries.
4070
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:05:24 AM »
no one cares about your respect, deci
I fucking care, so fuck off. I will beat the shit out of you if I ever see you in my territory. Don't fuck with me.
4071
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:04:33 AM »
Having read through this thread, I am left with one question.
Why does anyone fucking care?
Because animals are fucking awesome and this thread was terrible. I hate animal cruelty and using it as a means to create trolling crosses the line.
4072
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:03:10 AM »
yeah so i'm watching my grandparent's property while they're out of town and am the one that took the pictures Joceph posted. I released the raccoon btw and you're all fucking retards.
Now you lost my respect. This wasn't fucking funny.
Spoiling a Star Wars movie would have been a hell of a lot better than this shit.
It was pretty goddamn funny
You're going to be the 3rd person that I'm about to lose all respect to if you don't rethink your life right now.
4073
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:01:53 AM »
It was a German Shepard. It was just minding its own business but I decided to be a sick fuck and end its life. It look all happy and smiling until I blew its fucking brains out with a 9mm. The dog owner saw it all happen and she was reduced to tears and in shock. I think she ended up going to the hospital because of how bad the trauma was of her witnessing me killing her dog. Spoiler Even though its obvious that I'm fucking lying here because I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I did any of that, its not fucking funny. Just like the ruse that Joce did. You're a massive sick fuck if you found this amusing.
4074
« on: June 04, 2016, 03:00:10 AM »
ytho
Why did you quit?
He got tired of it.
Its the same for others that quit as well.
Decimator Omega is back? What a complete shock
Blame Kenny.
4075
« on: June 04, 2016, 02:55:16 AM »
$4 isnt really a waste
unless you value candy bars
It is a waste if no one shows up or becomes inactive within the first week, which is very likely due to who I am. I'm like the Donald Trump of this website, just minus the money and fame. Only infamy.
Why make it then?
I didn't think I was going to come back here after having my account locked. Besides, the ProBoards one is a joke but it can be its own thing if people wanted it to be.
4076
« on: June 04, 2016, 02:54:15 AM »
yeah so i'm watching my grandparent's property while they're out of town and am the one that took the pictures Joceph posted. I released the raccoon btw and you're all fucking retards.
Now you lost my respect. This wasn't fucking funny. Spoiling a Star Wars movie would have been a hell of a lot better than this shit.
4077
« on: June 04, 2016, 02:52:43 AM »
This is a first for me tbh, and it's come at a time in which I go on here less and less.
Not quite sure how that makes sense. Maybe it's because I'm removed from the atmosphere of this place.
Or did you all go to shit
Dude I agree with you.
4078
« on: June 04, 2016, 02:51:46 AM »
Tbh with the condition he was in, I'm surprised that it took him this long to die.
Either way, another legend gone. RIP.
*presses F to pay respects*
4079
« on: June 04, 2016, 02:50:31 AM »
$4 isnt really a waste
unless you value candy bars
It is a waste if no one shows up or becomes inactive within the first week, which is very likely due to who I am. I'm like the Donald Trump of this website, just minus the money and fame. Only infamy.
4080
« on: June 04, 2016, 02:48:03 AM »
You people are fucking unbelievable
And you're dead to me. This was a good thread
You wouldn't know a good thread if it hit you in the fucking face. I'd like to punch all of you right now.
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