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« on: March 21, 2015, 07:48:02 PM »
I cannot honestly say what lead me to doing it. I just fail to see my point. I have had an alright life, there were twists and turns but there is not really any reason for me to keep going. I won't do anything fancy, just take pills or cough medicine. I hate fighting off this constant depression, and after the first time I tried to commit suicide I have pushed everyone away. I don't really think anybody will care. Especially on here. But I will put some stuff out there. Of course I do not really act like I do on here IRL. It is just a persona I got in to after I came back to B.net. I never really took this site seriously enough to post like I cared and this is my first post in serious to show that. I know that it is selfish for me to do it. I am sure it will affect my family, but in this situation I don't really want to care. I'm sorry to anyone on here that I have become friends with, I wish I was strong enough to keep going, but I just can't. The worst thing about this is that I am supposed to go on a date tomorrow, and I can't help but feel bad knowing she will wait for me but I will never come, and maybe a day later she will find out why. I don't know why I am saying this on here, I guess it is the last place anybody would look to see if I am alright, but I don't really think people would care enough to look anyway. I hope that there is something on the other side.
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« on: March 21, 2015, 06:54:25 PM »
Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
We're the therapists pumping through your speakers
Delivering just what you need
We're well read and poised
We're the best boys
We're the chemists who've found the formula
To make your heart swell and burst
No matter what they say, don't believe a word
Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it
I'll keep singing this lie
I'll keep singing this lie
Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
We're traveled like gypsies
Only with worse luck and far less gold
We're the kids you used to love
But then we grew old
We're the lifers here till the bitter end
Condemned from the start
Ashamed of the way
The songs and the words own the beating of our hearts
Cause I'll keep singing this lie
I'll keep singing this lie
Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
And there's another around to help us bend your trust
I've got a sunset in my veins
And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay
The best part of "Believe" is the "Lie",
I hope you sing along and you steal a line
I need to keep you like this in my mind
So give in or just give up [x2]
Are we growing up or just going down?
Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
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« on: March 20, 2015, 08:51:53 PM »
And it is the afternoon
And it is the Friday before spring break
And you get a question right that nobody else could answer
Today has been good.
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« on: March 19, 2015, 03:37:31 PM »
I know this girl and she is pretty chill. We talk every once in a while but I just looked over now and I saw that she was writing a snapchat to someone, I did not see most of the text all I saw was the last two words and they said "of him". I am now trying to figure out if she wants the D or there is something wrong about me, and it is seriously stressing me the fuck out. I am screaming internally right now trying to look emotionless in my chair and acting like I am writing for my actual school work. What do?, What could she have said?
UPDATE: I was talking to her about a word to describe a sick taste in someones mouth and while having the conversation and she took another photo of me, and I asked her if she was taking a photo of me and she said yeah, so it seems that it is not something negative.
FINAL UPDATE: I decided to ask her out and she said yes, I got a date this Sunday. I would thank you guys for giving my the confidence to do it or something, but all you did was try to put me down. So... Fuck you guys.
<3
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« on: March 19, 2015, 02:30:08 PM »
So I went to bed last night (duh) and I got to sleep pretty easily for once, but I had a strange dream. I dreamt first about my first time (I was just reading the first time thread so that makes sense). Then it got weird. After that I got on Sep7agon and saw 25 notifications. All of them were responses to some thread I made. Every single response I got was something along the lines of "Kill yourself faggot". It got even weirder after that. I actually got upset, and I saw as I hung myself, twas fucked up. I never get upset about the internet in real life, at least on the surface I know of I don't. What does this mean? Does it mean I am a faggot and I need to kill myself? I am pretty sure it does.
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« on: March 17, 2015, 02:47:38 PM »
So I am trying to get a streaming setup ready. I have an Elgato GC and it's software, which it runs completely fine on, but I am not using it to stream. I am trying to use OBS, which would be awesome but it doesn't seem to work when actually trying to stream. When I start up preview stream or start streaming it shows the first frame with one moment please but just stays paused on it. The only time when it shows me game is when I stop the stream/preview and it shows the last frame before it ended. Anyone know how to solve this?
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« on: March 15, 2015, 03:56:15 PM »
But I have some pretty cool clips that I wanted to share so I feel like a special little snowflake. They are not really huge accomplishments but they are some pretty cool clutches.
If you have a spare 5 minutes I suggest watching it.
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« on: March 14, 2015, 11:50:38 PM »
Kids on live always threatened it, but nobody has actually put their pathetic troll attempts on YouTube for me. The closest to it happening for me was when one of those youtubeabble or whatever their channel is tried to convince me they were a girl and just started speaking sexually while I awkwardly sat in the party, then after 10 minutes of this guy trying to get in my pants he said, and I quote "Ha you retard I'm actually a guy say hi to youtube". I felt weird because I didn't call him out on it I just kinda took him talking, so for some people I guess it could have seemed like I fell for it. But they never uploaded it to my knowledge, and they somehow have something like a million subs last time I saw their channel. What are your experiences?
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« on: March 14, 2015, 04:04:12 PM »
I'm looking to start a new show, preferably on Netflix. What are you watching, or just give suggestions.
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« on: March 14, 2015, 03:57:55 PM »
Do you think it is a nice throwback to MJ pop or it's just modern over produced shit that is trying to hard to cash in on nostalgia?
IMO I see it as a good song, it's not a masterpiece, the lyrics aren't even all that good but it has a nice beat.
-this is where I would put the video if I wasn't on mobile-
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« on: March 14, 2015, 03:51:54 PM »
You are uncultured swine, same goes for Avenue Q.
PSA done.
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« on: March 12, 2015, 02:15:24 AM »
I would post the trailer but I'm on mobile sooooo.... Yeah But when you have time look it up it looks awesome and creative. 
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« on: March 09, 2015, 10:31:40 AM »
I forgoted to study.
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« on: March 07, 2015, 01:23:07 PM »
I can afford to get a few more. And my Toon Link is lonely, so what others do I get? 
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« on: March 05, 2015, 11:27:24 PM »
Why or why not? Have you had any ghostly things happen to you? Any cool paranormal stories?
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« on: March 05, 2015, 02:24:06 PM »
So schools in multiple states have added even more standardized tests so a lot of high school students are opting/walking out of them. My school is one of them. My senior class had everyone but 4 people walk out of standardized tests so I have had the whole day off except one class. What do I do with all this spare time?
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« on: March 02, 2015, 04:14:17 PM »
If you haven't seen this show on Comedy Central, watch it. I was hesitant to watch at first but it is actually very funny.
That's all.
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« on: February 26, 2015, 09:17:59 AM »
What do you guys think of this?
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« on: February 25, 2015, 09:23:35 PM »
But she's a sophomore, where I am a senior.
She's very pretty and she likes a lot of the same stuff. I know her because we both are in Creative Writing together, but it's really the only time I see her.
How do I ask her out and to where? And toast/envelope has been tried but she didn't get it.
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« on: February 24, 2015, 02:28:48 AM »
I am currently half way through MM on 3DS but after I complete it I don't know what to play next.
So far I have 100% on OoT, gotten all stages and characters on smash, and Completed Pkmn Y and Alpha Sapphire. What do I play next? I have a 40$ budget.
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« on: February 22, 2015, 04:21:00 AM »
If you don't find eyes like that hot AF you got something messed up wit u (and like all other hot rules, no fat chicks don't count).
Good eyes turn a girl from an 8 or 9 to a 10. Fact
I might be drunk right now.
I love you guys, except the fat ones.
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« on: February 22, 2015, 03:09:02 AM »
  Just if you guys ever think you are the worst community on the internet, remember this is a thing.
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« on: February 19, 2015, 03:00:49 AM »
So far this season the show has started following the comics more closely, and with that, the group is getting close to the next big plot line, the saviors. That means Negan, one of the most hated but well made antagonists in the whole of walking dead. In case you don't know who Negan is and you only watch the show he makes the Gov look like a flower child, he is one fucked up sadistic guy.
From issue #100 when you first see Negan he kills one of the main characters, Glenn who has been there from the very first episode of the walking dead. I say episode because I will only be talking about the show from here.
People are all asking if it will really happen, if Glenn will be killed off, though it would make TV gold it would be the most heartbreaking death in the whole series and only prolonged because of Maggie (Glenn's bae). Maggie literally lost everyone else she cared for after the prison, her dad being beheaded by the Gov, and her sister getting shot in the head. Glenn is the last person she can call family, would they really kill him off with that?
Then of course there is the fact that fans would go crazy, almost as crazy as if Daryl dieded. With this I think something different will happen. Instead of killing Glenn Negan will get his crew to kidnap Glenn, put him in a cab, and make him live with his uncle and aunt in Bel Air.
Thoughts?
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« on: February 18, 2015, 08:25:53 AM »
>My rivals Marshtomp reks my whole team >I cry as I start a new save 
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« on: February 17, 2015, 02:25:42 AM »
Post wet bread. 
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« on: February 17, 2015, 02:04:19 AM »
>at target
>going through random cookie isle
>about to leave the isle
>see timtams out of the corner of my eye
>literally came
>grabs 5 packets
>happiest person in the world
Whoever decided to start selling real food at target for a cheap price, thank you.
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« on: February 16, 2015, 03:37:08 PM »
So me and my older brother have been arguing about Zelda lore. It started when he stated that Skyward Sword does not have a Ganon fight. I of course responded saying that the final boss is a Ganon fight. He tries to claim that it is not a Ganon fight because in Skyward Sword his name is Lord Demise. We went back and fourth with a reasons why and my brother brought up Hyrule Warriors, that argument came and went but I am asking you guys now. Does the final fight in Skyward Sword count as a Ganon fight? and where does Hyrule Warriors go on the Zelda timeline?
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« on: February 09, 2015, 02:25:28 PM »
Now let me tie you up.
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« on: February 05, 2015, 03:11:48 PM »
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« on: February 04, 2015, 04:09:01 PM »
>Still not heroic
I should probably post more.
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