STOP QUOTING ME

Ender darling, have you made a decision?

A little bit of context for the people that asked. One of the locks ony my vehicle never worked right since I bought it. Guess which side.

The two dudes weren't exactly white collar. They were natives. There's a lot of native folk both in the three main cities of my province. And there's been a rise in crime recently. Earlier in the year one of the guys who used to visit my little cafe got mugged too. Three guys pulled a bag over his head, beat the shit out of him, took all his cards and "asked" for the info under threat of killing him.

All of that is beside the point right now. I'm tired. Really, really fucking tired. I can't be arsed to put up with it anymore. If I'm not dealing with one problem, I'm just dealing with another. If it's not me being dissatisfied with my life and myself and trying to change it around, it's me getting fucked over beyond things I can't control.

I know when I'm beat. In my state of health, I can't properly take care of myself, by myself at this point. The docs made it clear that when I started my treatments, I could, at any time, choose pallative care. And it's an eventuality I'll have to face anyway.

So that's what I'm going to do today. Make some calls and set it all up. I just don't feel like putting up with it all at this point. So consider this a farewell. I'd like to thank you guys though. I've lived by my lonesome for most of my life. Getting to know everybody here over time gave me some kind of place where I felt some sense as if I were at home. And there were people I didn't get to know. I think that's a shame.

You can say whatever you want of me, think whatever you want. Like or dislike me, just know that at one point or another all of you gave me something cheerful to laugh about. Some of you helped teach me new things beyond my crappy little 9th grade education and beyond my own curiosity to learn on my own. I'm thankful for all the interesting conversations had, along with all the different outlooks and people I got to see here.

For the people who've talked to me over the past few months, I can't thank you enough for the good company. I owe you. It's not something I can really ever pay back. You know who you are. Seriously. Thank you.

I know I've done stuff like this before. Say or think whatever you will of that. But from here on out, I don't think you'll be seeing me again. I'm not going to get any prettier over the next few months. I may as well save myself the trouble and embarrasment and skip town here.

So, as they say, that's curtains. Thanks for the ride guys. It's been fun.

Quote from: Saint Endo on April 12, 2016, 03:02:22 PM

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I feel like you're just trying to one up me.

i am, got the post topics created

You guys are my only friends.

Quote from: Saint Endo on April 11, 2016, 10:04:35 PM

this is a good example of degeneracy.

It's out ender, how long can you resist?

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Quote from: Saint Endo on April 12, 2016, 07:47:13 AM

BROTHERHOOD OF STEEL BEST FACTION

Also console workshop comes out today?

Yep, well I think it does anyway.

Got a new fallout 4 patch which is 2.5 gig and a system update to DL first but i'll post itt when if it's there for me

Ty

Hopefully my mom can get the new modem today so I can play

yesssss

All downloaded and installed fine, so yeah it's out today.

Quote from: Saint Endo on April 12, 2016, 07:47:13 AM

BROTHERHOOD OF STEEL BEST FACTION

Also console workshop comes out today?

Yep, well I think it does anyway.

Got a new fallout 4 patch which is 2.5 gig and a system update to DL first but i'll post itt when if it's there for me