Quote from: SecondClass on June 09, 2016, 12:34:32 AM

as long as they don't touch my nugtella

Why did he spell it like that? It's pretty damn stupid.

nugtella is an actual thing though

it's weed + nutella

I also have it at 25

mainly because that was the standard when we used to have UN games

Movies with Jake Gyllenhal in them.

his sister is hot af

Quote from: SecondClass on June 09, 2016, 02:43:15 AM

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Quote from: SecondClass on June 09, 2016, 02:35:39 AM

Quote from: Fedorekd on June 09, 2016, 02:31:58 AM

why should i watch any show that doesn't have best character in it

I never got that far in vanilla TWD

it was getting too boring

you're missing out on best character

nah man I saw plenty of Carol

what season did you get to? she gets better with each season

ikr, she was the worst in S1 when she wouldn't stand up to her monster of a husband

I watched up until they escaped Terminus or whatever, so I saw a lot of badass Carol

especially when she made lizzie look at the flowers 

saddest episode ever

why should i watch any show that doesn't have best character in it

I never got that far in vanilla TWD

it was getting too boring

Don't. It's pretty bad.

so far so good

Travis is the best character so far

Quote from: SecondClass on June 09, 2016, 01:35:33 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 09, 2016, 01:31:48 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on June 09, 2016, 01:28:03 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 09, 2016, 01:23:52 AM

I can't even vent on my own meme board without someone pasting it on to here just so people can laugh at me.

Each time I get laughed at, a part of me dies inside.

Do you want me to die SecondClass? Because I'm not very far from death anymore. Not joking.

I wasn't going to until I saw the post was just you bitching about society

it's abundantly clear that you need to change, and yet you can't or won't

there's an inherent problem there

Oh, I need to change? So I need to become a mindless zombie like everyone else than? Just be a sheep and follow instead of innovate?

You clearly misunderstood my post. I don't need to change. I've changed enough. What you say SecondClass is to completely throw away who I am as a person and just pretend to be something that I'm not.

That's what your essentially saying.

No, you need to change into being the type of person who can deal with things about yourself and the world you hate. If you can do that, then you have reason to stay here. If you can't, everything is just going to eternally bother you.

Alright then. I know what I must do. Just never speak my mind and bottle all of that shit up. Because each time I do this happens.

except that's literally the opposite of what I said

don't expect people to try to help you if you're just going to ignore everything they say

Quote from: SecondClass on June 09, 2016, 01:28:03 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 09, 2016, 01:23:52 AM

I can't even vent on my own meme board without someone pasting it on to here just so people can laugh at me.

Each time I get laughed at, a part of me dies inside.

Do you want me to die SecondClass? Because I'm not very far from death anymore. Not joking.

I wasn't going to until I saw the post was just you bitching about society

it's abundantly clear that you need to change, and yet you can't or won't

there's an inherent problem there

Oh, I need to change? So I need to become a mindless zombie like everyone else than? Just be a sheep and follow instead of innovate?

You clearly misunderstood my post. I don't need to change. I've changed enough. What you say SecondClass is to completely throw away who I am as a person and just pretend to be something that I'm not.

That's what your essentially saying.

No, you need to change into being the type of person who can deal with things about yourself and the world you hate. If you can do that, then you have reason to stay here. If you can't, everything is just going to eternally bother you.

Just take me Death. Take me away from life. I don't want to live anymore.

because of phones

like what

You can't stop the press!

what a loser

I'm being serious here, drop out of society for a bit (or permanently).

There was a guy I saw on the North Shore of Hawaii. He lived in a hand built hut by the shore. He fished, smoked pot and surfed. That's it. That was his whole life. I spoke with him, he was truly content.

I'd like to see Deci try to live that life

he would give up and complain before he got halfway through the first room of the hut

I don't know if my own mind is just having an information overload, but its getting to the point where its becoming tiring. I'm just sick of the society in this day and age. The internet, forums, and the crap that my folks watch on TV, including the fucking campaigns of both parties.

On top of that shit ton amount of notifications I get on my phone, and if I disable that, I tend to forget what went on until its too late. There's just no real way to balance everything.

At the same time I don't even want to go outside and meet any fucking people because people here are pretty scummy for the most part. Its partly why I'm largely an introvert.

I went to bed at 5am last night with thoughts like this keeping me awake still. I feel like its gotten to the point where if it gets any worse, I'm going to physically get sick and throw up.

Taking a break isn't going to fix this. I haven't been able to relax as of late and have been under major stress, really for no real fucking reason. Its a frustration that I can't find any contentment in.

Playing the guitar helps but its not a permanent fix.

I just feel like mentally, I might be losing it. There's so much fucking information and socialization is dying, people irl are just on there fucking phones, I can't even carry a fucking conversation with someone who isn't looking on their god damn phone.

I can't even fucking do that. Say if I have an appointment and I need to wait, I'd rather read a book or just sit there and do nothing, its impossible to even look at my phone like every fucking one else does, because all of the apps suck, and fuck mobile gaming on phones, that shit gets tiring in like 2 seconds!

There are times where I just wish none of this shit existed, including the internet, but no. Can't change the fucking world. Get all the advertisements and shows like Entertainment Tonight that my fucking family watches and whatever other celebrity gossips and news just to shove all this cancer down your own throat.

Its fucking stupid. All of it. Nothing but utter stupidity! There isn't a fucking thing left that's intelligent in this fucking generation. People as time goes on are only becoming stupider and stupider. What aggravates me even more is even the way people text now. I swear each time someone texts me with something like "R u o.k" I feel like taking my head and sticking it into a blender and turning the blender on hoping it quickly turns my whole head into juice.

I can't anymore. I'm having a fucking breakdown right now with shit. I'm trying to remain calm and just forget every meaningless fucking thing, but I need to write this just to vent it out of my system, I don't care if you read any of this or even reply. No one will get any of this shit I'm saying anyway so its just best to just write this shit down and get it out of my system because not doing that for me is only going to drive my fucking mind even more insane.

Its highly unfortunate that I don't have one logical person to talk to about this kind of shit irl. Everyone in one way or another is a fucking sheep!

I hate this, I hate feeling this way, but I can't help it right now. Sometimes I wish I was just fucking mindless like the fucking Kardashians or some shit like that, because at least I'd be fucking swimming in money and be too fucking stupid to realize anything!

Fuck man! It even sucks to be bitter about it, without some stupid cuck getting offended at you!

FUCK!

Quote from: SecondClass on June 08, 2016, 11:52:51 PM

why would anyone regardless of their gender or sexual orientation actually enjoy drinking semen

it's baffling

It's not bad tasting actually.

I really really doubt that

rofl