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« on: May 18, 2016, 01:11:26 PM »
What's the point in giving you advice if you never listen to it.
I will. I realized how unhappy I am. Going to bring up seeing a therapist with my parents. I am not where a 24 year old should be and I want to do something meaningful. I spend too much time on the Internet and playing games and now I'm not working.
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« on: May 18, 2016, 07:05:16 AM »
good.
start fucking below 170lbs while ur at it.
The type of girls I like is not going to change...
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« on: May 18, 2016, 06:32:04 AM »
I put off my graduate program for a year because I was overwhelmed, anxious, and a few things happened and I realized I needed to improve myself before doing it with: anxiety, public speaking, confidence, stress-management. I emailed my adviser telling her I will defer until next year. If I am going to teach, I need to improve myself. And I am certainly not happy with myself right now either.
I am unemployed now, and trying to keep busy. I cold called a bunch of places for work yesterday, mostly newspapers and tutoring centers. I have an interview with a new tutoring company that just opened up Monday. All you need is a BA. It would be for a few different subjects, and starting pay is $18 an hour and could go up to $25. Just part time to start though, depending on how many clients they get. I do like explaining things to people, and maybe it will help me, and will certainly do more good than my last job. Still, I've barely been sleeping these past few nights, hoping that I made the right decision. Now I'm thinking what ifs...but I needed to work more too before I committed to a program that was so intensive. And thought I wasn't mature enough yet. And I'm going to try to improve myself this next year. I know you guys hate me/dislike me, but just thought I'd share.
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« on: May 12, 2016, 10:01:33 AM »
Well, I don't know what to do anymore. All the job experience I have: 3 months in electrical assembly, 14 months in retail, and substitute teaching for like six days. Looking online for jobs everyday for two years and in the paper. Don't remember the last time I had an interview. Teaching program was just one way to escape from doing nothing. Now I'm in the same rut again like when I graduated college and was unemployed for 8 months. I don't want to do anything, just end my life, but then I look online at methods on how to do it, which scares me.
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« on: May 11, 2016, 06:45:08 PM »
Here's why I wanted to do it in the first place:
It would make me ambitious. Maybe I would actually seem like relationship material and have the chance for something serious. Oh he wants to be a history teacher, very ambitious. Would seem much better than oh, he works at a KMart.
But now I shitted that all away because the program is too much work. I'm going back to working 30hrs a week minimum wage if I can get that, playing video games as my only escape and thinking I'm never good enough for any woman to be considered her "partner".
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« on: May 11, 2016, 05:55:29 PM »
So.... does this mean that you have to get surgery?
Also serving is SHIT! I was a server for 5 years. It makes you hate people. I would sometimes tell the cooks to put extra low-melt (oil) in people's hashbrowns that were extremely rude to me or my co-workers. If you don't know what that does it gives you the runs if you eat too much low-melt.
Don't settle for such a shit dead-end job.
No, I'll be fine. Deciding what I want to do was the bigger problem.
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« on: May 11, 2016, 05:29:52 PM »
I wanted to be a technical writer, proofreader, editor....but after looking for those jobs for two years. I don't know what to do. Going back to retail will destroy my confidence even more at this point. I don't know what my options are at this point. But I am miserably depressed, and it doesn't have anything to do with women. I feel sick to my stomach and shaking because I'm 24. It's time to get my shit together but I don't know what to do.
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« on: May 11, 2016, 04:22:57 PM »
It's too late. And you can't really do it unless you're a good role model, which I'm not. And another reason, if I went through with it this summer, I wouldn't be able to go on a vacation this year. I still have never been to Disney and I'm 24. I told my parents that if I cancelled it we have to go.
I think a vacation should be pretty low on your list of priorities at this point.
When your family isn't normal and you've never traveled anywhere, it's not.
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« on: May 11, 2016, 04:12:23 PM »
Roman, I thought you didn't want that life. The reason you started IIRC was to get out of your dead-end jobs at retail and shit, but because you hurt your dick and thought teaching was boring you went into the service industry?
C'mon man. A bit of pain and struggle gets you what you want, no good life is served on a plate like the food you'll be handing out.
No, because it's a miserable job with no down time from what I've been reading on the internet. I don't want to bring work home and grade things until 9 pm.
A friend of mine teaches middle school and she doesn't do anything at home. Plus, you get the summers off unless you want to make more and teach summer school.
It's too late. And you can't really do it unless you're a good role model, which I'm not. And another reason, if I went through with it this summer, I wouldn't be able to go on a vacation this year. I still have never been to Disney and I'm 24. I told my parents that if I cancelled it we have to go.
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« on: May 11, 2016, 03:55:58 PM »
Food service is honestly probably worse than retail.
Maybe...I guess back to KMart then.
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« on: May 11, 2016, 02:58:15 PM »
Roman, I thought you didn't want that life. The reason you started IIRC was to get out of your dead-end jobs at retail and shit, but because you hurt your dick and thought teaching was boring you went into the service industry?
C'mon man. A bit of pain and struggle gets you what you want, no good life is served on a plate like the food you'll be handing out.
No, because it's a miserable job with no down time from what I've been reading on the internet. I don't want to bring work home and grade things until 9 pm.
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« on: May 11, 2016, 12:27:37 PM »
Now I need to consider my options. I want to try being a waiter. Has anyone here had any experience as one?
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« on: May 10, 2016, 09:11:24 PM »
What crime did he commit?
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« on: May 10, 2016, 08:37:48 PM »
You hit the nail on the head.
Dude is such a player.
Despite what happened to me, living in a trailer is far worse.
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« on: May 10, 2016, 07:47:14 PM »
"My penis is more important than graduate school. "
Well it is. I cancelled anyways. Teaching ain't for me.
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« on: May 10, 2016, 07:45:33 PM »
Ok, I cancelled and just saved myself and my parents $12,000 each
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« on: May 10, 2016, 06:54:12 PM »
I just want something with a good work life balance. Money can be decent.
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« on: May 10, 2016, 06:20:06 PM »
I believe a teacher's top priority in life (aside from taking care of loved ones, of course) should be the spread of knowledge and helping the next generation find the will to want to learn and grow into better people.
Is that your top priority?
Yeah, as long as I get to bang another hot teacher.
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« on: May 10, 2016, 06:16:21 PM »
You shouldn't be a teacher. You'd be a terrible example to kids.
I actually want to help ones that have trouble reading. Or at least encourage them to do some.
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« on: May 10, 2016, 06:14:48 PM »
Everyone says you have to be a role model and example as one, but for the rest of my 20s I still want to drink a lot and be a player.
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« on: May 10, 2016, 05:42:21 PM »
Roman, you'll heal just fine. Hard as this is to believe, this will end up the funniest story (to you) that you will tell. Trust me on this.
I had an Asian urologist from Yale University, so I trust him. No masturbation for six weeks though...and no sex with a condom for three (that ain't happenin' anyways) and three pills a day for two weeks.
You know how your balls and the sea will be the same? Both will be blue and filled with fluid
I;ll have DOOM to keep me occupied. Now the next problem in my life, to go to grad school or not to go, with 48 hours to decide. I want a "fun" job, and tons of women in my life to have a good time with. I'm not sure if that's being a social studies teacher...and my parents will pay for half, but my strict father says: you have to do that for the rest of your life if you go through with it.
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« on: May 10, 2016, 05:32:43 PM »
Roman, you'll heal just fine. Hard as this is to believe, this will end up the funniest story (to you) that you will tell. Trust me on this.
I had an Asian urologist from Yale University, so I trust him. No masturbation for six weeks though...and no sex with a condom for three (that ain't happenin' anyways) and three pills a day for two weeks.
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« on: May 10, 2016, 08:00:29 AM »
Appointment with the urologist at 2pm today
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« on: May 09, 2016, 08:26:53 PM »
Well someone do some research that tells me I'm going to be okay. I can barely look up anything or I begin to shake thinking of it.
Okay I did some research and everything I read said that you are going to be fine, it's nothing major, and that nothing is going to change ie feeling in your penis, etc.. You just need to leave it alone and let it heal. It doesn't say to stop your life or to not go to school, because NO WHERE does it say that you need bed rest for this injury. You need to man up, and be strong, because I'm sure it hurts like hell, but you're going to be just fine.
I'm basing it on what the urologist says tomorrow. If it needs surgery, then I can't go back to school.
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« on: May 09, 2016, 08:25:21 PM »
Why did it take me so long to look in this thread?
This is the greatest thing that's ever happened in human history.
Worst pain in my life is? If it happened to one of you guys you'd understand.
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« on: May 09, 2016, 04:59:31 PM »
Well someone do some research that tells me I'm going to be okay. I can barely look up anything or I begin to shake thinking of it.
Did you not read Flee's reply? You're going to be fine.
It doesn't seem the ER nurse stitched it right at all. This was 3AM it's like she wanted me out of there. All she said was don't take a shower for 48 hours and don't touch it for a few days to a week. I touch it a little to keep it clean after urination, but that's about it. No medication prescribed, no info on the checkout sheet, no number to reach her. No follow up.
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« on: May 09, 2016, 04:55:22 PM »
Well someone do some research that tells me I'm going to be okay. I can barely look up anything or I begin to shake thinking of it.
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« on: May 09, 2016, 04:48:26 PM »
I really feel like I need to get out of the house, been in bed since Thursday. Do you think it is safe to drive with this?
You're acting like you just got your leg chopped off. YES. You can drive with that. You really are being a drama king. I understand you're mentally scarred (and from you said physically scarred) but those scars will heal.
Being a drama queen for having the worst pain in my life? Having a needle stuck in my cock and feeling emasculated...ok. If I can never have a normal sex life I should probably just kill myself. I know it's a worse case scenario, but if that's what the doctor says I'll do it. When I do find the love of my life, just tell her, oh we can never have sex because of a stupid decision I made years ago.
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« on: May 09, 2016, 04:05:11 PM »
Why would you quit school over this
Because I need to heal. And this is the only thing that's going to be on my mind until it gets better.
You need to stop thinking with your dick and start thinking logically. You've allowed your dick to control you this entire time and look what happened.
You need to step back and reevaluate your priorities in life.
And if I need to get surgery? It is pretty serious what happened.
You'll cross that bridge when you get there. I also mean afterwards, when all of this shit is out of the way.
There will be no time to get a surgery and recover if I will have classes every weekday 10am-4pm from May 31st until August 19th. I'm sorry, but if I had to choose I want my penis to function normally again. I'll just find a new job as a waiter or something, or even go back to KMart.
Implying that those jobs aren't stress inducing either. Seriously, school is your best bet, but you're an adult so do what you gotta do I guess.
I'd advise going to school regardless, but whatever.
I can still do it, just put it off a year from now. I'll just tell my advisor I had an injury. In the meantime I can work a few jobs.
I'm going to take that you learned nothing from this experience regardless I see?
So be it. At least be smart by not listening to PSU.
I don't care if sex doesn't happen for another year, I just want it to look fine and function normally.
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« on: May 09, 2016, 04:02:14 PM »
Why would you quit school over this
Because I need to heal. And this is the only thing that's going to be on my mind until it gets better.
You need to stop thinking with your dick and start thinking logically. You've allowed your dick to control you this entire time and look what happened.
You need to step back and reevaluate your priorities in life.
And if I need to get surgery? It is pretty serious what happened.
You'll cross that bridge when you get there. I also mean afterwards, when all of this shit is out of the way.
There will be no time to get a surgery and recover if I will have classes every weekday 10am-4pm from May 31st until August 19th. I'm sorry, but if I had to choose I want my penis to function normally again. I'll just find a new job as a waiter or something, or even go back to KMart.
Implying that those jobs aren't stress inducing either. Seriously, school is your best bet, but you're an adult so do what you gotta do I guess.
I'd advise going to school regardless, but whatever.
I can still do it, just put it off a year from now. I'll just tell my advisor I had an injury. In the meantime I can work a few jobs.
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