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1081
« on: February 04, 2016, 04:29:17 PM »
Honestly, I don't have the confidence to teach in front of kids. The times I tried they were awful to me. I don't know why I'm doing this. I'd be bullshitting my way through, that's pretty much my entire life. All I want is a girlfriend that loves me, and that's blocking me from thinking about what I really want to do, which I STILL DON'T KNOW at almost 24. And I have suicidal thoughts because of this. 'Cause all I could get was a shit job after college. And people think less of me.
1082
« on: February 04, 2016, 04:23:44 PM »
Probably seeing Force Awakens for the 6th time, not shaving, and if I'm lucky, die in a snowstorm.
1083
« on: February 04, 2016, 04:17:55 PM »
ffs romon
Yes, I know. But my problem is I think everything is meaningless, therefore I wish I was never born so I wouldn't have to decide what to do. I don't have the drive to do anything. It's just choose something.
1084
« on: February 04, 2016, 03:51:54 PM »
Now I'm rushing to find another career before it starts because I don't really want to do it. Bad life choices.
1085
« on: February 04, 2016, 03:37:40 PM »
good job. don't screw it up.
I still haven't clicked the button yet. It's just that there's a chance to meet dream girl, which the probability if very low if there's only around 20 something students.
Wanting to find someone is normal enough. I have been single for four years. Maybe there's the girl of my dreams in this graduate program. At least that's the nonsensical logic that drove me to pass all the tests I needed to have to get in. Biggest problem of my life, can't decide what to do. I applied for a marketing job today too, plus customer service. Depending on the salary and if I even get an interview, maybe I'd rather take those.
1086
« on: February 04, 2016, 02:28:48 PM »
I'm just going to give up on meeting anyone. I can't even decide what I want to do in life, so how can I.
1087
« on: February 04, 2016, 01:40:15 PM »
I just really have a hard time staying happy...I just had to leave the house to go to a store in town to buy a cliff bar. Like that's all I accomplished today. School said I was still on the substitute list, great, but you haven't given me a call since October. And I probably did something I regret...I found her facebook and told her that I'm in love with her. I just miss her a lot. I can't blame Deitrich Six for what he did trying to get his ex back. I'm just going crazy from lack of people to do things with. I just can't go to another movie by myself this week.
1088
« on: February 04, 2016, 01:28:45 PM »
HIT THAT BUTTON GODDAMMIT
TAKE RISKS MOTHER FUCKER
I already did. I'm still applying for other careers too. It's just an ind identity crisis I have about what's right for me.
1089
« on: February 04, 2016, 01:14:51 PM »
I feel anxious about it...
1090
« on: February 04, 2016, 12:07:17 PM »
good job. don't screw it up.
I still haven't clicked the button yet. It's just that there's a chance to meet dream girl, which the probability if very low if there's only around 20 something students.
what the fuck? youre doing this to hit on students??
Graduate students.
1091
« on: February 04, 2016, 12:06:49 PM »
You seem like quite a needy person. You should work on that if you want get into a proper relationship no one likes a needy bitch.
I am. The truth is, I have no confidence to do anything unless I'm with another person. I need to be with someone to share my life with, because there aren't any friends.
1092
« on: February 04, 2016, 10:40:24 AM »
They just want to take her bowling.
1093
« on: February 04, 2016, 10:37:24 AM »
good job. don't screw it up.
I still haven't clicked the button yet. It's just that there's a chance to meet dream girl, which the probability if very low if there's only around 20 something students.
are you doing this to literally just get a girl?
And to be out more, in a classroom setting with other people my age, and not to work in retail anymore.
1094
« on: February 04, 2016, 10:25:25 AM »
good job. don't screw it up.
I still haven't clicked the button yet. It's just that there's a chance to meet dream girl, which the probability if very low if there's only around 20 something students.
1095
« on: February 04, 2016, 09:48:12 AM »
I have to submit the electronic acceptance form for it to be final...I barely even tried to get in. It's just a serious of events that led me to.
1096
« on: February 03, 2016, 10:03:28 PM »
1097
« on: February 03, 2016, 09:52:09 PM »
I have this strange feeling to watch Attack of the Clones today, maybe I really have gone crazy.
>prequels
Yes, yes you have
AotC is a good movie.
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Also watched ROTS today.
1098
« on: February 03, 2016, 09:20:03 PM »
Masturbate to SSBBW porn.
Barely does it for me. And I just turned down someone from Tinder who wanted to come over tomorrow. The right decisions are harder to make; deciding to do the wrong thing is easy.
1099
« on: February 03, 2016, 06:56:20 PM »
1100
« on: February 03, 2016, 06:12:40 PM »
Set yourself an assignment, like read a bit more about whatever you teach to the kids or the curriculum. Think of ways to make a lesson less dull or something.
Or... watch TV.
I'm not a teacher. I've subbed a class three times, big deal. And I couldn't keep them under control, I don't have it in me to do that profession.
Well that's news to me... what the fuck do you do then?
Retail three days a week. It's what happens to people that have no drive or ambition or are to unhappy to do anything better. Or it's try to be a teacher because I can't find anything else.
1101
« on: February 03, 2016, 05:12:19 PM »
I believe there's still hope, I messaged her on her instagram saying I want to take her out to dinner on Valentine's Day. Maybe karma actually exists, and if I do the right thing good things will happen to me.
1102
« on: February 03, 2016, 04:05:24 PM »
Last thing we want is more blog threads but this time involving a feud with a couple of 18 year olds
I kinda want this.
Roman you should start documenting your experiences. Maybe film the boyfriend and the subsequent struggle as he breaks into your house
He moved to NY, and was 21. I'm just saying that Tinder girl was with him while we're were talking. Girl I was actually dating said you need to choose her or me. She left. It's ironic.
i'm in NY. I'll hit him up and set up a charity MMA event inside the World Trade Center Fountain.
In the mean time fuck his previous GF and train like a madman.
No, it's not the right thing to do. If she was my age, then maybe. But I'm doing what's right from now on.
1103
« on: February 03, 2016, 03:41:39 PM »
How the hell does this shit happen every second day with you? Dont you have a job or something you should be focusing on?
Not only that but I think this entire thing is a troll anyway.
This happened last week.
1104
« on: February 03, 2016, 03:27:25 PM »
This last girl said to me "I don't think I'll ever be able to trust anyone again after this."
I laughed for a good 5 minutes.
Holy shit.
That's what she said. And made me feel like i ruined her life.
1105
« on: February 03, 2016, 03:21:35 PM »
Last thing we want is more blog threads but this time involving a feud with a couple of 18 year olds
I kinda want this.
Roman you should start documenting your experiences. Maybe film the boyfriend and the subsequent struggle as he breaks into your house
He moved to NY, and was 21. I'm just saying that Tinder girl was with him while we're were talking. Girl I was actually dating said you need to choose her or me. She left. It's ironic.
1106
« on: February 03, 2016, 03:02:35 PM »
Set yourself an assignment, like read a bit more about whatever you teach to the kids or the curriculum. Think of ways to make a lesson less dull or something.
Or... watch TV.
I'm not a teacher. I've subbed a class three times, big deal. And I couldn't keep them under control, I don't have it in me to do that profession.
1107
« on: February 03, 2016, 03:01:13 PM »
Even watching Star Wars again makes me understand how to be a better person. Using other people and only caring about yourself is something a Sith would do.
1108
« on: February 03, 2016, 03:00:19 PM »
I was talking to the 18 year old again because I was lonely, turns out she had a boyfriend the entire time.
You should out her, bro. Dude deserves to know his chick is a skank.
they're not together anymore. They were while I was seeing the last girl. The irony...
1109
« on: February 03, 2016, 02:09:02 PM »
Have you ever heard of the concept of learning from your past mistakes?
I have now, which is why I'm not inviting over an 18 year old for meaningless physical things.
1110
« on: February 03, 2016, 02:04:55 PM »
This last girl said to me "I don't think I'll ever be able to trust anyone again after this." Context: I asked her to my house for our second date. And we did physical things our first, which was a mistake on both our parts, and just happened. This was someone I did things with in September, October, November, and now January and they all ended terribly. I was talking to the 18 year old again because I was lonely, turns out she had a boyfriend the entire time. Now she wants to come over tomorrow just for something physical, but I'm going to do the right thing and not go through with it. Because maybe if I do, Amanda will somehow want to see me again, however delusional that sounds. But I actually want someone I can take out to dinner on Valentine's Day and do something special with...
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