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« on: February 05, 2017, 04:11:23 PM »
Without regret? Without your conscience pulling you down? Without government legislations?
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« on: February 04, 2017, 05:29:09 PM »
t4r
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« on: February 03, 2017, 06:23:16 PM »
do it faggot Spoiler I woke up. A freezing night. My heart pounding. I scrambled for the lamp on my nightstand. My chapped lips mouthed two words. Too late. The tree outside cast an intimidating shadow on the dimly lit wall, as a slow breeze came through the open window, extinguishing the candles. A constant sound of the clock ticking echoed throughout the apartment. I could hear Him. His slow but assertive steps, coming closer and closer to the door. Throwing my bed sheet to the floor, I ran for the open window. Looking down from the 5th floor, I realised her poor escape plan. With my chapped lips, I mouthed yet another two words. No time. The door made a loud creaking sound, as if it sensed the dread in the air.
A pale woman in her crimson nightgown. Crazed look in her bloodshot eyes. Kitchen knife in her hands. A feeling of fright kept my feet planted. A recognisable musk entering my nostrils. I dropped the parcel. A dull thud came from the impact upon landing on the linoleum floor. I could feel my heart race. The moment she approached me, I ran. I ran as fast as I could. Not looking back, I clawed after my keys, desperately trying to unlock my Mustang. I got inside. Her shadow was not far away. Perhaps six metres. The engine started after a short cough.
He was still after me. I managed to grab a hold of a horse carriage, getting away from my apartment. The poor mare was sickly thin and pale, but it got me off and away. Thank God I got away. The chilling wind made my ears comfortably numb. Moonlight illuminating the rocky bridge. A reflection in the small lake. My reflection. Rolling stones caused ripples. A sense of solace. Safety.
I could feel the adrenaline rushing through my heart. My pupils dilating at the sight of the police car. After waving the car to an empty parking lot, I followed. The officer was tired. Probably sleep deprived. His eyes reflected the yellow streetlights surrounding us. It is not easy upholding the law. I thoroughly explained to him the horror I experienced. The pale woman in a red gown. The unfocused and frenzied eyes. The distinct stench. He tried calming me down. I complied to his sincere efforts in doing so.
I woke up yet again. I must’ve had fallen asleep. Exiting the carriage, I noticed two silhouettes standing not so far away. Underneath several oil lamps. They were busy speaking a foreign language. At first it sounded like Spanish. Then Arabic. But in the end it all sounded like gibberish. I felt something cold in my hand. It was a hilt. I gazed at the marvellous sword I held in my two hands, and heard the strangers speak of me. I heard their wishes to see me abused, raped and killed. A discussion filled with disgusting passion. The monsters spoke of my position. They knew where I was, no use in hiding. I felt His towering shadow standing behind me. Surrounded. There’s no other way.
The stainless steel protruded from his chest, blood spraying all over me. Her. The same aroma. The whiff of an end. The same woman. The woman in the gown. She was weeping quietly. Her cold glare pierced my very being. Freezing me in place. Despite my efforts, I was paralysed. There was no escape.
I puffed the cigar smoke out. Another sleepless night. The view from 5th floor was not poor, neither astounding or extraordinary. I flipped through the different channels on the television. Nothing interesting. Sipping some whiskey, I thought about the odd package. It contained some strange incense and candles. I put it to use, having heard it soothes both body and mind. Taking another sip, I heard some footsteps outside my door. I felt a sensation of fear. As the door creaked open, the sound of a dull thud could be heard.
i wish critique
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« on: January 06, 2017, 07:25:45 PM »
What did he do wrong? Anger one of the oppressive, tasteless moderators? Verbatim was using "face" as a metaphor for social standing, something that went over that foul moderators head. #FreeOurAntiNatalistBrother
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« on: August 05, 2016, 11:29:35 AM »
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« on: July 12, 2016, 01:57:48 PM »
This your doing?
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« on: July 11, 2016, 08:26:44 AM »
Come on faggots, unload yer guns
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« on: April 12, 2016, 06:26:26 AM »
T4R
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« on: March 26, 2016, 07:55:02 PM »
What is your drive in life? What convinces you to trek on, despite every endeavor only satisfying your hunger temporarily?
Probably not the best question to ask a board full of *insert insulting noun*, but I'm curious as to what you folks here find to be the meaning of life, and more importantly, what motivates you to slog through.
My take, if your mind is blank: Life's all about the self. Feeding your ego just enough so you'll know your limit, yet still dare to exceed it. Ethics, morals and principles are relative, and act only as spice if you want to truly test your abilities.
Achieving an inner peace and happiness through the occasional breakdown is the way of life. Highs and lows happen, but the lows make me question if it's worth it in the long run. The only thing I sometimes lack is the motivation, which sparked my interest in making this thread.
Feel free to share your life's joys, whether it be food, kittens, loved ones or masturbating.
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« on: March 22, 2016, 07:14:19 PM »
What's up, and how've you all been?
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« on: December 20, 2015, 12:59:40 PM »
I feel so much better now
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« on: November 09, 2015, 12:27:27 PM »
A messenger on behalf of myself, I come with something of outmost importance. I know I said I right the site, but I still check once every second month or so. I have returned to post an urgent message. Spoiler You're all a bunch of faggots
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« on: August 08, 2015, 10:47:53 PM »
I feel so odd Thankful, yet I feel somethings missing Glad, yet melancholic AMA
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« on: August 03, 2015, 11:43:49 PM »
Which one of you fuckers added me on Skype? I just checked my cell and noticed 2 requests.
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« on: August 03, 2015, 04:58:15 PM »
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« on: July 06, 2015, 08:51:52 PM »
I'm actually still functioning. My life's been a clusterfuck this year, with lots of vodka and wrong time-wrong place situations.
After breaking up with this one person, I lost all sense of everything. My insomnia was really bad, so my mind didn't work at all. I went ten fucking days without sleep, not counting microsleeps, which came during the seventh day (lol7).
I smoked a shit tonne of cigs within that period, and my alcohol consumption went through the roof. It was a bad time, though not as bad as before. I went to parties, got wasted, and basically acted like a drunk 24/7 even when not intoxicated.
Those of you who don't know; I've had problems regarding emotions ever since birth. The concept of happiness and excitement was foreign to me. I guess you could compare it all to a grayscale or depression, except you've never tasted emotion. I never felt any surprise, fear, joy, excitement or anything. You know that lovely feeling of drinking a sweet beverage on a warm summer day? I don't feel that. I never have. I used to think people acted, and that no one really "felt" anything, like me. So that's my emotional problems in a compact form; I couldn't feel shit. Made me want to kill myself and blah blah blah.
My first experience with feelings was that relationship. It sparked some of my emotions, like joy and jealousy. And now, after the breakup, I've fallen for someone else; that has helped things in a way. I was rather entitled before. I expected people to love me. This individual I've fallen for now has no intent of being with me, and straight out ignores me. I'm a pest. But that has made me more aware of myself and who I aspire to be. So now I lift yet again, fgts. I've quit smoking and drinking, along with "snus"(tobacco you put under your upper lip). And now I'm more social and likeable and shit (I hope). She's so purrfect (in my eyes), and I absolutely love most of her traits. Yes, most, not all. I'm being realistic.
So yeah, just felt like updating some of you.
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« on: May 03, 2015, 11:08:40 AM »
Birdiiiie
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« on: May 02, 2015, 05:09:40 PM »
ha
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« on: April 10, 2015, 03:11:00 AM »
Whyyyy
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« on: April 05, 2015, 10:02:41 PM »
Discuss
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« on: February 08, 2015, 04:41:43 AM »
partyyy with this venn diagram
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« on: January 30, 2015, 12:11:24 AM »
goddamnit mods the OP even liked my post
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« on: January 19, 2015, 04:10:48 PM »
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« on: December 13, 2014, 05:53:06 PM »
goddamnit
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« on: December 10, 2014, 11:06:53 AM »
im still alive heyooo
also, lesser chance of me goin' full Cobain this summer
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« on: November 25, 2014, 08:30:14 PM »
tell me, children what have you done in my absence
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« on: November 11, 2014, 09:07:18 PM »
all about cheerios
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« on: November 03, 2014, 02:22:15 PM »
here they are in mjau mjau form
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« on: November 02, 2014, 02:09:44 PM »
happens to me all the time
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« on: October 23, 2014, 06:48:38 PM »
TAPATALK HAS ADS NAO
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