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1021
« on: July 12, 2018, 06:57:12 PM »
What kind of relationship did you have with the deceased? How much did you care for that person? Also I think you'll feel it once you notice the person's gone. Those nights when you just feel a sudden emptiness 'cause that person isn't there anymore.
Cousin. He was the same age as me, and I grew up with him. A few years ago I moved 250~ miles away from him. His birthday is next month. If it hasn't hit yet by then, it will that day.
Do you think your psyche has numbed you, or do you think there's an absence of sadness?
I honestly don't know. I'm not sure if I'm subconsciously obfuscating the fact that he's gone or if I feel nothing. Accordingly, I can't tell if I'm sad that he's gone or sad that I don't feel anything from his passing.
Yeah I understand that. It's worth exploring your feelings. If you don't mind, I'll help you with questions. If you don't want to answer them here, then we can do it in the dms or you can just not give me an answer. The first question is, how was your relationship with this person? Think about it in depth. How much did they mean to you when you grew up together, how much after?
Good, but he had a good relationship with everyone. Kind of person who would cancel plans to fix your tire, or spend a night with someone who was feeling lost, or fix the lighting in a restaurant because the manager is his friend. He sold out his funeral; people had to park in the grass and around the curb because there wasn't enough parking. Hundreds, and hundreds, and hundreds of people attended.
I've never been the smartest person (specifically in my family). He was always a comforting presence. Imagine an Andy Dwyer character, but redneck. He gave me the courage to do a lot of things. And now he's gone.
He gave you the courage to do a lot of things?
1022
« on: July 12, 2018, 06:39:50 PM »
What kind of relationship did you have with the deceased? How much did you care for that person? Also I think you'll feel it once you notice the person's gone. Those nights when you just feel a sudden emptiness 'cause that person isn't there anymore.
Cousin. He was the same age as me, and I grew up with him. A few years ago I moved 250~ miles away from him. His birthday is next month. If it hasn't hit yet by then, it will that day.
Do you think your psyche has numbed you, or do you think there's an absence of sadness?
I honestly don't know. I'm not sure if I'm subconsciously obfuscating the fact that he's gone or if I feel nothing. Accordingly, I can't tell if I'm sad that he's gone or sad that I don't feel anything from his passing.
Yeah I understand that. It's worth exploring your feelings. If you don't mind, I'll help you with questions. If you don't want to answer them here, then we can do it in the dms or you can just not give me an answer. The first question is, how was your relationship with this person? Think about it in depth. How much did they mean to you when you grew up together, how much after?
1023
« on: July 12, 2018, 06:32:32 PM »
What kind of relationship did you have with the deceased? How much did you care for that person? Also I think you'll feel it once you notice the person's gone. Those nights when you just feel a sudden emptiness 'cause that person isn't there anymore.
Cousin. He was the same age as me, and I grew up with him. A few years ago I moved 250~ miles away from him. His birthday is next month. If it hasn't hit yet by then, it will that day.
Do you think your psyche has numbed you, or do you think there's an absence of sadness?
1024
« on: July 12, 2018, 06:20:47 PM »
Haven't really lost anyone, but there was a heated moment in the family where my nephew left the house, and my niece kept putting ideas of my nephew being depressed and suicidal into my head and I cried for the first time since I was maybe 5. Didn't think I was human until that night, but I went outside and I could barely keep it together. When I found him I couldn't get past a few words until I had to look away. I lost control of my feelings many times while we were talking.
If he had killed himself or hurt himself- at the time I felt like killing myself. I don't think I'd allow myself to be happy until I forgot, and that could take at least a few months of depression.
but if my dad died I don't think I'd feel this strongly. I might feel like you. What kind of relationship did you have with the deceased? How much did you care for that person? Also I think you'll feel it once you notice the person's gone. Those nights when you just feel a sudden emptiness 'cause that person isn't there anymore.
1025
« on: July 12, 2018, 02:17:53 PM »
What kind you want, fam?
1026
« on: July 12, 2018, 02:17:37 PM »
yeah
opinions?
pm me porn
now we're cooking
1027
« on: July 12, 2018, 12:25:14 PM »
1028
« on: July 12, 2018, 10:04:26 AM »
YOU CAN'T BAN IME
1029
« on: July 11, 2018, 06:55:04 PM »
Topic
Topic never change
i believe it's actually "war, war never change"
rookie mistake, dont worry about it
I do believe it is actually "War, War never changes"
1030
« on: July 11, 2018, 02:37:16 PM »
Cringe.
Shut up Moe Lester
1031
« on: July 11, 2018, 02:01:41 PM »
I will kill all of you fuckers
Fear will be plentiful, death will be bountiful
I will spare none of you peasants
Fuck your religion, your pastor fucked kids
And got sent to a prison in PC
I seen the devil, he’s in you and me
You need saving to listen to this, see
Follow 'em home, cut the right corner so nobody sees you
Turn off your phone
Leave it at home so nobody can trace you
Mask your expressions
Appear to be calm, they won't read your intentions
As soon as you’re in
Let them all know who they’re all in the presence of
I am a murderer
I am a demon, the son of a serpent
What is your faith?
What is your worth?
Have you felt acknowledgement?
If I kill you now, will you go to heaven or hell you believe in?
Death is approaching you
30 seconds, think before lying in a blood sea
1032
« on: July 11, 2018, 12:04:55 PM »
The person below me blow me
1033
« on: July 11, 2018, 11:02:52 AM »
Patrolling the Mojave almost makes you wish for a nuclear winter
1034
« on: July 11, 2018, 11:02:03 AM »
you're condoning rap music
1035
« on: July 11, 2018, 07:55:09 AM »
The imgur app is a sack of shit
https://imgur.com/a/Bxv2Keb
based
pls don't overuse the word based in settings outside where it's supposed to, and ironically
1036
« on: July 10, 2018, 06:37:19 PM »
You baka motherfucker. Don't use a shield, EVER
1037
« on: July 10, 2018, 10:02:36 AM »
1038
« on: July 10, 2018, 08:24:10 AM »
1039
« on: July 08, 2018, 11:23:13 PM »
I'm so tired of this shit that I don't feel like sleeping today
1040
« on: July 08, 2018, 01:50:57 PM »
Destiny 2
1041
« on: July 08, 2018, 12:09:51 PM »
Oh so that's why Destiny 2 is free
1042
« on: July 08, 2018, 11:45:29 AM »
I feel... liked back by the people I like. Yesterday when I went to bed I felt really happy, and today that feeling has been extended to one more person.
1043
« on: July 08, 2018, 09:02:18 AM »
HAHAHAHA
oooh I never get tired of seeing you two bounce off of each other with more and more friction to the point where you type out an essay per reply
1044
« on: July 06, 2018, 09:35:05 PM »
or whatever they're called
I've always had dark circles or whatever, but never bags like this
1045
« on: July 06, 2018, 08:42:46 PM »
I use this word a lot, but this is true kino
1046
« on: July 06, 2018, 05:37:53 PM »
rolling
1047
« on: July 06, 2018, 09:29:43 AM »
Fedorekd will win this
He's already dead
1048
« on: July 06, 2018, 07:35:33 AM »
hahaha
1049
« on: July 05, 2018, 03:15:21 PM »
It's an Engrish corruption of "Devil May Care".
I believe you 100% but I want to believe you 1% more. Show a link
1050
« on: July 05, 2018, 01:03:51 PM »
is this....a JOJO REFERENCE XDDDDDD
look at this duuuude, hes doing a pose MUST BE THE WORK OF A ENEMY STAND XZDXDDXDZDZSXF>FSDVAHJFTSTYKXJ
Joooooo
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